Is there any way i can harm myself so i died in a couple of weeks/months?

[Ninja_Master]

I find it hard to commit suicide because my SI is too strong, so i'm wondering if there is a way to harm your body somehow so you die earlier? Thanks.

 

[dggtscccvfd]

Smoking.

 

[sadlyexisting]

Probably smoking a lot or drinking, but nothing gives you a 100% guarantee that you die from it.

 

[Mirrory Me]

I think that possibly stronger substances than these.

 

[Ninja_Master]

Yeah, smoking and drinking seem too slow, i'd just suffer even more with no end in sight, i was thinking of something stronger maybe.

 

[iamalreadydead]

that chick from the Love Has One cult drank a bunch of collodial silver and was anorexic and died within a couple months of that side of her grift picking up. Wouldn't recommend. Seemed terrifying and painful.

 

[Pol]

if you're unvaxxed, rabies will get the job done.

 

[cosmic_traveler]

Starvation. It's pretty difficult though, I've gone 14 days with just 8oz of water each day. Without water it's more like 3 days.

3 minutes without air.
3 days without water.
3 weeks without food.
? weeks without love.

 

[Abyssal]

people who ctb usually want it to be quick because slow is pain. Also "what substance to kill slowly" is typically more murdery than suicidey so you aren't going to find much. If such a thing does exist, it's probably impossible to get or is hard to find info on.

Also why? I get disliking a very quick death like gunshot as opposed to fading out but the kind of death you want has the trade off of most certain being agonizing.

 

[until death]

An overdose of paracetamol or ibuprofen can cause liver damage and it takes weeks to die if you don't get a new liver (just an idea)

 

[GhostShell]

Three simple steps:

1. Get gastritis - drink coffee + alcohol + down NSAIDs. The more fatty fried spicy food the better.
2. Get covid. Pretty easy this time of the year, exist outside near people and thats it.
3. Get long covid. The hardest part. Return to step 2 if you fail. Always exercise hard right after you recover from a covid infection to increase your chances.
4. Wish you killed yourself in a less painful way instead of suffering greatly for months. Watch your body deteriorate as everyone around you gaslights you that you are fine.

 

[zel]

if you're unvaxxed, rabies will get the job done.

Oh god… what a nightmarish way to die. Hydrophobia is one of the medical conditions that is basically a temporary hell on earth for the affected individual.

 

[Nori]

If we aren't talking long long term like killing yourself through drinking, the only ways I can think of are ways that are way too agonizing to be reasonable.

 

[FailerQt.]

Starvation. It's pretty difficult though, I've gone 14 days with just 8oz of water each day. Without water it's more like 3 days.

3 minutes without air.
3 days without water.
3 weeks without food.
? weeks without love.

The love is very true and very individual. For me it's nearly two years and I've had enough, really at point where I just cannot take it anymore, can't imagine spending who knows how maby years on "survival mode". I am finally fully determined to do it in January.

 

[Ninja_Master]

Three simple steps:

1. Get gastritis - drink coffee + alcohol + down NSAIDs. The more fatty fried spicy food the better.
2. Get covid. Pretty easy this time of the year, exist outside near people and thats it.
3. Get long covid. The hardest part. Return to step 2 if you fail. Always exercise hard right after you recover from a covid infection to increase your chances.
4. Wish you killed yourself in a less painful way instead of suffering greatly for months. Watch your body deteriorate as everyone around you gaslights you that you are fine.

Thanks for the ideas, appreciate it.

 

[zombiegirl]

anyways, here's the recipe for Krokodil

paint thinner
gasoline
hydrochloric acid
iodine
red phosphorous (which are scraped from the striking surfaces on matchboxes)
inject intravenously. have fun!

takes about a week to kill if you use it everyday, and gives a short high similar to heroin. it's also called the "zombie drug" or "crocodile drug" cuz it causes a sorta necrosis similar to crocodile skin. very painful, but i think all the ingredients are accessible most places?

 

[kukukoko]

Curing one's depression would probably be easier than getting rabies. 1-3 cases annually in whole US, majority of western yurop is rabies free

IMO impossible

 

[depthss]

Maybe starvation or dehydration? Or you could go the other way and binge eat/drink/smoke

 

[Slow_Farewell]

It's an interesting concept, but there'd be a lot of work that goes into it. One factor to consider would be your pain tolerance. Taking certain chemicals might produce the result you require, but it won't be painless in the process of it. Another thing you might want to factor in is there's no exact way to determine when the body will shut down as a result of the stuff you take in, so there's still a chance you might be rushed to a hospital, etc specially if your body shuts down in a location where there's lots of people.
It is very interesting though, as an intellectual exercise. If I has the details of which amount/chemical i could intake and the amount of pain it would produce, and an estimate of how long it would take then I'd seriously consider doing it as part of my existing CTB plan.
and yeah, smoking and drinking take too long. im still smoking even after 20 plus years and yet, here I am.