HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
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I would like to die the most in my own bed, I already tried that by combining heroin and xanax but my mother found me.

I think nitrogen would be a good method but I have no idea how to transport that to my families home without being suspicious.

I thought about a overdose of a stronger opioid plus benzo but this would probably also take long.

Someone recommended me to combine a strong poison like SN or KCN with a strong depressant, I am thinking about bdo for that.
If I would do it right then the bdo should put me to k.o. and I shouldn't feel the poison killing me, right?
If so is it correct that I am dead in 10 minutes with that combo?

I got also recommended night night but I can't find the spots and I don't know if it is even a secure way to die.

What do you think about some methods I could use and could you give me tips?
I could maybe afford a hotel but that would be less comfortable than dying in my own bed.
 
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