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chemicalburns

chemicalburns

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Dec 8, 2024
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Title says it all. Doesn't necessarily have to be a drug, just any means that helps me get over the fear of CTB or lowers my consciousness.
 
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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Specialist
Mar 2, 2024
383
I am not sure but benzodiazepines could work, or all GABA-A medicines
 
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lotus11

lotus11

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May 18, 2019
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This is a really good question, I would like to know to so commenting so I can see responses
 
Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
712
I will drink some alcohol before i'll hang muself maybe one or two drinks 5cl Whisky. Whenever I drink a little bit its enough to do it. I'm not drunk then but I somehow loose this feeling of fear about suicide its probably this overwhelming feeling of anger which then dominates my mind anger about how tragically my life took its course.
 
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