Method Is there another way to, get the courage to ctb

[BJ1234]

If it you are ok with telling your experience, what motivated you to attempt ctb? Because I fear that SI will interrupt me and make my ctb plans fail, I apppreciate the responses from my previous post, but I dont wanna use drugs, nor booze to make things easier

 

[Lookoutbelow]

SI will most likely interrupt your attempt. Sometimes it takes multiple attempts to actually go through with it. Some people never get past SI and thus live in misery. We all have a breaking point. Only you can know yours when the time comes. If you don't want to use alcohol or drugs to lower your SI, then you must hit a breaking point or keep chugging along like the rest of us. I think I know my breaking point, but only time will tell.