Is there a way for your body to not be found

[_w0rthless_]

I think I'm reaching a breaking point, and I don't know how to live with myself anymore. I can't stop the thoughts that my family wants me to kill myself, and I sense some truth in that. It's making me miserable every day to wake up. All our life, we struggled financially and would prefer a way to go where no body is found. I don't want them to deal with medical and funeral costs, so I like to be left forgotten.