Ahhh, I hate this so much :-( Why there always needs to be some problem in the way? I just want to be gone.
Btw, maybe his brain damage is more due to the constant use of F? Also, did he get medical attention every time?
Do you think it is possible to get addicted after just one ingestion? I've had benzos and alcohol many times, sometimes even every day of the week, and never developed any addiction.
I think so although for the people who describe opioids use, they general seem to prefer Heroin to Fent.
It basically shuts down any pain signal in the body or you don't care about it anymore and maybe emotional pain.
Some people descriptions of it seem to be if you had all the happiest moments of your life all at once multiplied by 10 or something for like an hour... So yes...
You might just decide not to die anymore and get more Fent, I don't know if that's really better.
Yes some people don't get any of the effects but they might be in the minority, and some don't get addicted either, but they might be in the minority too...
I believe it is similar to the bliss of deep sleep except with some of these opioids you might fall asleep and not even experience it too much... (That's why some peoples try to stay awake so they don't miss the effects), this because some/many opioids (or maybe it's dose related) cause sedation.
Funnily enough, (and I believe them because sometimes I'm relatively aware of "the bliss of deep sleep when I'm walking up, before all the anxieties and depression start rushing again as it happens every day...), the most accomplished spiritual beings say that is our true nature, the bliss/happiness of the Self. But this is something that only happens the more you surrender your Ego to "God". To give up all thoughts of greed, hatred and delusion, I suppose. To dissolve any sense of "unreal" (it's still real to us) individuality.
So at the end of the day, people are just searching for their own Self when they use these drugs (even if probably the wrong way), and oipoids are the most obvious.
I would be more inclined for psychedelics though because I know I would get addicted to stuff like Heroin or Fent... Plus psychedelics have tolerance so you really can't abuse them and they can still provide you with good experiences.
I believe these substances have a more "divine" purpose. The purpose is not for us to a abuse it but instead for the analgesic effect, when the body is affected by great pain/injury; to be used as pain relief, at most for anxiety reduction (in low doses).
If Heroin is very strong imagine Fent (1000 time stronger front what I read?)... Be careful because you will feel too good you might just fall into a trap.
I would be careful with this stuff outside of the real intended use.
Anyway sorry I wrote too much.
And like the poster above wrote, failed attempt might bring some level of brain damage so yea...