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Amor(Autistic)
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I looked for guides for N but couldn't find any — I'd like to know if there are any.
 
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there no protocol for N you dont even have to fast or anything all you really gotta do is lay somewhere comfy and drink it and thats it
 
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Amor(Autistic)
Dec 24, 2025
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there no protocol for N you dont even have to fast or anything all you really gotta do is lay somewhere comfy and drink it and thats it
My ex fasted and took a medication I don't remember — that's why I asked. I only have one bottle, and he had three. But thank you for the answer.
I'm afraid N might take too long and I'll want to back out — that would be awful.
 
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Jan 14, 2026
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My ex fasted and took a medication I don't remember — that's why I asked. I only have one bottle, and he had three. But thank you for the answer.
I'm afraid N might take too long and I'll want to back out — that would be awful.
Maybe taking meds might actually dillute the effect somehow. (Also if you are ok with, could you tell me how you got N? Feel like I will just succumb to SI otherwise.)
 
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Amor(Autistic)
Dec 24, 2025
382
Maybe taking meds might actually dillute the effect somehow. (Also if you are ok with, could you tell me how you got N? Feel like I will just succumb to SI otherwise.)
I bought it at a store in the countryside of my state, in a farming area, but I could only get one bottle — otherwise it would have raised suspicion.
 
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Jan 14, 2026
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I bought it at a store in the countryside of my state, in a farming area, but I could only get one bottle — otherwise it would have raised suspicion.
You got the luckiest draw then. Sounds like its impossible to get without something to do with euthanasia of animals.
 
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Always-in-trouble

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Jan 14, 2026
143
Nevermind, I am being too obtuse right now. Sorry if I wasted your time.
 
intr0verse

intr0verse

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Jan 29, 2021
452
I looked for guides for N but couldn't find any — I'd like to know if there are any.
You can find a protocol for N in the PPeH linked in the pinned threads in this forum. Also, you could search through the old posts from the days people had access to N. They're really not that hard to find. Hope this helps.
 
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