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tanshakti

Absurdity of life
Jul 2, 2025
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I have read so many posts here about CTB methods , from proven methods in megathreads to non-methods (thank you for contributors for their knowledge) that can make things more worse, also methods that are just crazy and creative?

The pain is so immense and desperation so high due to various personal reasons, this is not a judgement, I myself look for it everyday myself. Out of curiosity from your perspective is there a method that you know can or will work but never discussed or proposed yet?

I will go first there is plant that naturally grows in southeast Asia called Cerbera odollam is a tree species in the family Apocynaceae commonly known as the suicide tree or pong-pong. It bears a fruit known as othalanga whose seeds yield a potent poison called cerberin. It has historically been used in trials by ordeal, especially in Madagascar, where it has caused thousands of deaths annually, and continues to be used for suicide, particularly in Kerala, Indi. (source:Wikipedia).

I haven't seen this method discussed yet ?
 
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RadiantNumber

Specialist
Mar 2, 2024
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Maybe, but this would be rather one of subtypes of existing method
 
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madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
613
I have read so many posts here about CTB methods , from proven methods in megathreads to non-methods (thank you for contributors for their knowledge) that can make things more worse, also methods that are just crazy and creative?

The pain is so immense and desperation so high due to various personal reasons, this is not a judgement, I myself look for it everyday myself. Out of curiosity from your perspective is there a method that you know can or will work but never discussed or proposed yet?

I will go first there is plant that naturally grows in southeast Asia called Cerbera odollam is a tree species in the family Apocynaceae commonly known as the suicide tree or pong-pong. It bears a fruit known as othalanga whose seeds yield a potent poison called cerberin. It has historically been used in trials by ordeal, especially in Madagascar, where it has caused thousands of deaths annually, and continues to be used for suicide, particularly in Kerala, Indi. (source:Wikipedia).

I haven't seen this method discussed yet ?
Pretty sure that was featured in the show, the White Lotus season 3 - suicide is a big topic in that season. I wish I had access to that but it would depend on how peaceful or if it doesn't work if there would be damage.

Also saw a movie called the Room Next Door and a character gets a suicide pill & I've heard of suicide pills like in war and such and wish I had one bc that seems the most peaceful.

My method of choice is SN and when I learned of that, I haven't found anything else yet that has topped that for me. I don't know of any that haven't been spoken about already.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
This has been discussed before. Thank you for bringing it to my attention, though.

Edit: My immediate thought is that this would be hard to obtain given that it is a poison.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
This method does not seem particularly pleasant, especially compared to the likes of SN/PN
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,175
i'm sure there must be a very simple way to cbt which is peaceful and quick but which one ? i'm still using my overthinking brain to looking for a sophisticated method. i had a CPAP machine for my sleep apnea for years and i've read an article which said someone used it for ctb
here's the link but of course it does not say how he made it...
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
Pretty sure that was featured in the show, the White Lotus season 3 - suicide is a big topic in that season. I wish I had access to that but it would depend on how peaceful or if it doesn't work if there would be damage.

Also saw a movie called the Room Next Door and a character gets a suicide pill & I've heard of suicide pills like in war and such and wish I had one bc that seems the most peaceful.

My method of choice is SN and when I learned of that, I haven't found anything else yet that has topped that for me. I don't know of any that haven't been spoken about already.
Aren't suicide pills cyanide? No expert, but I think that's brutal but short.
 
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itsfcuked

New Member
Sep 10, 2025
4
I have read so many posts here about CTB methods , from proven methods in megathreads to non-methods (thank you for contributors for their knowledge) that can make things more worse, also methods that are just crazy and creative?

The pain is so immense and desperation so high due to various personal reasons, this is not a judgement, I myself look for it everyday myself. Out of curiosity from your perspective is there a method that you know can or will work but never discussed or proposed yet?

I will go first there is plant that naturally grows in southeast Asia called Cerbera odollam is a tree species in the family Apocynaceae commonly known as the suicide tree or pong-pong. It bears a fruit known as othalanga whose seeds yield a potent poison called cerberin. It has historically been used in trials by ordeal, especially in Madagascar, where it has caused thousands of deaths annually, and continues to be used for suicide, particularly in Kerala, Indi. (source:Wikipedia).

I haven't seen this method discussed yet ?
malayali?
 
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itsfcuked

New Member
Sep 10, 2025
4
is it still available and commonly used or its been banned
It's not legally banned or anything. But nobody grows it on their property . It's also not a pleasent way to CTB so no one wants to use it. The last case I heard was like in 2012 or something.
 
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