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IzzyK8176

IzzyK8176

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Aug 21, 2025
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Have you ever thought to yourself, damn I can't believe this is real life. That this could be all one massive dream you're having or already ctb and this being a flashback, as you're dying. Maybe in hell, and this is your punishment, reliving your life over and over again. What are your thoughts on this?
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,032
Neil degrass Tyson has said we could be living in a simulation.
I think I'm stuck in a hellish version of The Sims. 😭😡
I'm scared this we get reincarnated after we die on an unstoppable loop.
Life is cruel enough, I don't want to do this shit over and over. 😡😡😡😡
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
40
Daily. Sometimes I have intense moments of derealization.
If all of this IS a dream it's a bad dream. With good moments but ultimately a very sad, bad dream.
 
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colorlesshue

colorlesshue

all guts no glory; all survivor no guilt.
Jun 28, 2023
122
sometimes i think like that, but i want to convince myself that the world is good despite it all. i think i find a small reason to live in that tiny little aspect of this. if it is a dream though, i'd like to be woken up. maybe my 'real' life is better than whatever this is
 
violetforever

violetforever

Experienced
Dec 24, 2025
267
i have a sort of "glitch in the simulation" story. one night i was washing my face. i have a little beauty mark like marilyn under my mouth. i obviously know my face because i've looked at it my entire life, but for some reason i didn't recognize the beauty mark. i tried to rub it off with my fingers until i remembered "oh that's just my beauty mark" and i felt really weird after like i didn't know myself for a second. it sounds dumb and may mean nothing but i still think about it.
 

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