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TooConscious

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Sep 16, 2020
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Hi, I noticed the train comes.tjroigh by fluke at over 100mph I wouldn't even need to go into the country and find a bridge. I could go right on the platform. and maybe some pos could.make money off a TikTok in this crap evil world.

My worry is that I have a very strong body I have lost half my blood and was still walking and can just imagine me being the fluke.
If I slash my arteries right before it would just disorient me and make it more risky. As would pills and shit.

Jump on to the track I cannot lose balance but would the wind move you. It really isn't so simple.

If the WEF wants us all dead then why don't they have suicide kits for us. Because humans just love one another to suffer. Let's be honest the only lasting form of feeling content is when you hear someone ended up worse off than you.
I hate myself I hate humans and what they did to me. I hate my parents ignorance and selfish that caused me profound misery, I hate that every abuser isn't hung drawn and quartered. Instead human rights means they are walking the playgrounds to make sure they aren't unhappy. Just f this species.

I'm really ready to go now. If existence is a trap then me sitting here banging into the phones keyboard hasn't done anything positive for the several years my pathetic ass has been here now.

I've learned what I should've been taught all along that the only person who it matters that respects you in this shit world is YOU.
DONT Waste your life having empathy for others like I did. Then the time you waste on people who don't give a shit about you you end up having no time for real, good, kind hearted people. I've no time for people who slag off their parents whilst they leech off them. When so many have genuinely suffered at the hands of their parents actions.

So I've gone stupidly off track. So I was having a crap night being screwed by life sent 7 miles on a push bike in the pissing rain so covered in car oil and have no lights on my bike because everything gets stolen in this world. And the cars end up beeping you and getting angry with you.

That's the lousy world we live in full of worse people. Yeah. So I haven't thought about the train in a while.bwcause I was going to go abroad and do a jump.
But the UK evil hmp quite funnily stole my money for a passport then saying they need me to send my mother's birth certificate, marriage certificate in,.despite informing them were.estranged the system takes pleasure in dregging up bad stuff so the UK stole over £200 off me outright when you take in to account the three letters I sent explaining clearly as requested several times, they didn't acknowledge, however they have noted they were received.

Resentment is bad and its all this society creates.

I am going to move my initial point to the top because let's be honest no one wants to read .y shit when dealing with your own.
 
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FireWalkWithMe

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Jun 18, 2022
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Could be anything, right? Cat, dog, rogue sheep, something blown onto the track. An obstacle is an obstacle, it doesn't require a suicide each time because I imagine safety is a pretty big priority for operators no matter what has been reported, they would need to respond.
 
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lebrodude

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Jul 18, 2022
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Where I live (Scotland) they don't even hide why a train is cancelled anymore, they'll just plainly announce services are delayed due to person being hit by a train.

I've actually been on a train when someone jumped in front of one a good few years back. Was on the front carriage so I felt the impact as the train bounced up a little as the poor soul was dragged under it.

It cannot be a pleasant way to go.
 
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TooConscious

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Sep 16, 2020
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Where I live (Scotland) they don't even hide why a train is cancelled anymore, they'll just plainly announce services are delayed due to person being hit by a train.

I've actually been on a train when someone jumped in front of one a good few years back. Was on the front carriage so I felt the impact as the train bounced up a little as the poor soul was dragged under it.

It cannot be a pleasant way to go.
Yes I'm just venting my issues fast. They are very quick to 'complain' about the person who has had to use this method hence I have no problem using it hearing some of the nastiness come out of people when they will be late to poon their side piece.

In the UK there's a massive difference between transpenine reaching twice the speeds and also they have a pointed nose front which i just hope its easy to get my head to collide first I imagine bending a little in a squat position but it will happen so fast they might hit the breaks which will take.it down a 1/4th of speed instantly..it's just so sick euthanasia isn't available to people.and they don't.have suicide kits despite torturing most of working class. They feed.on our suffering.
Could be anything, right? Cat, dog, rogue sheep, something blown onto the track. An obstacle is an obstacle, it doesn't require a suicide each time because I imagine safety is a pretty big priority for operators no matter what has been reported, they would need to respond.
Yes mate.
Also any excuse for the train service to have time off....they take it in turns to be the one who goes and.places.an obstacle.

Sad thing is people.think I'm joking .. but they really do. The CEOs order this to save money. I've heard they even allow crime syndicates when they want to kill a.rival or whatever usually it's a hotshot of heroin but if that person has no drug history they place them on the tracks and then it goes down as.suicide.
Corrupt sick world.
 
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