Then you are reading and absorbing what you want and not looking at the information in balance. I happen to agree with
@DepressionsAHo assessment. She's also speaking as someone who just got her N. A made a mistake then fixed it so she got two successful shipments. A man who is looking to scam is not going to do that.
At the end of the day, here are the facts on N:
- It is an illegal substance.
- You are taking a risk
- There have been some hiccups and its not a perfect process. So to go into a "tizzy" looking for answers and seeking perfection while you are embarking upon this road is not truly a reasonable ask IMO.
Just decide whether you will risk it or use "poor man's N" aka SN. Its really just that simple. Seeking and searching for perfect assurance is the sign of something else.
Its difficult for the seeker to see it however. No offense to you.