Is suicide by pistol really all that risky?

[briardweller]

I'm tired of all the riff raff, the hoops and hurdles of these stupid fucking methods.

I just want to painlessly and instantly end my life. I don't want my head to turn into total mush and it's not practical for me to get a shot gun. I have SN but that's probably going to be painful and uncomfortable. If I don't have to experience pain, then I don't want to. It's not that I'm not ready or couldn't, but I want this to be liberating and not dreadfully miserable. If I could find something like an opiate I would but I can't.

So the only reasonable option for me seems like buying a $200-$300 9mm and eating a bullet. I had a diagram from on here a while ago that showed something like you need a 45 degree angle if you put the gun into your mouth, but I don't want to shoot and somehow fucking miss. Just my luck, I'll end up a vegetable and in immense pain.

I really don't want to hear "just get a shotgun" and shit. I have seen videos of people dropping dead instantly from headshot wounds, and I've seen people somewhat lucid afterwards. From what I know, if you hit the brainstem, you lose consciousness immediately. Maybe if I can figure out exactly the anatomy of that, then I will take some SN until it gets unbearable if so then use the pistol to finish myself off.

This viable?

 

[brokencowgirl]

I'm in a similar boat.. I bought a "high power" 9mm but I'm scared as all hell to use it. My issue is I don't think I'm brave enough to eat the bullet so I'd want to go for the side shot.. though I know a mouth shot is the better option. Just know you're not alone friend and I'm wishing you all the best

 

[itsgone2]

My issue is I don't think I'm brave enough to eat the bullet so I'd want to go for the side shot.. though I know a mouth shot is the better option.

Some here say side is better. Idk. Nothing about anything can just be simple. Above the ear though, supposed to work.

 

[raybd]

I would say, if you are experienced with guns, know what you are doing and stay calm time of, it's fine. The bad cases are most likely people new to guns or too emotional time of.