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light.house.71

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Feb 18, 2023
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I'm confused. The New York Times article that led me here made it sound like sodium nitrite was a relatively easy way to CTB. Is that not the case? I'd like to know how I can get it and how it should be ingested. Suicide by gun is about 90% effective, but I'd prefer that my death was peaceful.
 
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picklemick

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Jun 28, 2022
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No, unfortunately dying is so hard. But if you are committed to dying and have. Attempted recovery I'd recommend Sn. I got that option taken from me and I couldn't be more anxious not to have that out
Just make sure it's what you want
No, unfortunately dying is so hard. But if you are committed to dying and have. Attempted recovery I'd recommend Sn. I got that option taken from me and I couldn't be more anxious not to have that out
Just make sure it's what you want
Because if you fail it gets way worse
 
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Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
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I'm confused. The New York Times article that led me here made it sound like sodium nitrite was a relatively easy way to CTB. Is that not the case? I'd like to know how I can get it and how it should be ingested. Suicide by gun is about 90% effective, but I'd prefer that my death was peaceful.
There is no easy death, you always have si which will mess up the suicide

But if you research and plan properly which can give you satisfaction that you did everything right

Sn is ain't bad but do your research
 
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blue

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Jul 21, 2019
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I purchased SN with the thought that it was a peaceful death, as that had been promoted on this site at the time.
Then I read someone's post where she watched someone die from the SN and it seemed like that person had a very painful experience; ever since I read that post I've been afraid to consider it a viable option.
 
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Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
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I purchased SN with the thought that it was a peaceful death, as that had been promoted on this site at the time.
Then I read someone's post where she watched someone die from the SN and it seemed like that person had a very painful experience; ever since I read that post I've been afraid to consider it a viable option.
Send me that post, let me read it

You can't read one post and be afraid, you need many proofs
 
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blue

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Jul 21, 2019
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Send me that post, let me read it

You can't read one post and be afraid, you need many proofs
this is the post

 
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Vizzy

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this is the post

Okay I read it, I see a lot of problems on how this person took the sn so sn ain't that bad just people are the one to blame!

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The problem starts from before taking sn itself, this person took some pills which we don't know what they took that can be a problem by itself

after taking the sn,

Person itself gave 3.5/5 and said it ain't that bad which is important to consider

Started to puke a lot but I don't see anywhere they mentioned taking meto to avoid nausea and vomiting which can be a reason to puke a lot

Didn't prepare the second dosage to drink after puking a lot which is crucial, many prepare two dosage to take if they vomit

I think she was unconscious at this point

00:39 Her eyes are closed and she is breathing very heavy

After that everything is aftermath

Important things to takeaway from this, you should use meto and benzos which I don't know this person used or not as it is not mentioned anywhere

Sn ain't that bad and this one case is not enough because there are problematic cases for every ctb methods, I have read a lot of cases which were good and read a lot of failed sn cases most of them said they will try ctb with sn again!
 
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I'm confused. The New York Times article that led me here made it sound like sodium nitrite was a relatively easy way to CTB. Is that not the case? I'd like to know how I can get it and how it should be ingested. Suicide by gun is about 90% effective, but I'd prefer that my death was peaceful.
A: sodium nitrite is decently easy to get, albeit a bit expensive. There are plenty of threads about where to get SN, just look for the most recent ones and use common sense.
B: death by gun, assuming it's successful, is peaceful for the victim. It lasts like half a second, and since the brain doesn't have nerve endings on it, the pain will be minimal.

If, by peaceful you mean for other people: you're ctb-ing, the aftermath is someone else's problem regardless, so it doesn't really matter. Up to you, bro.
 
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ChineseOutcast

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Nov 11, 2022
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I purchased SN with the thought that it was a peaceful death, as that had been promoted on this site at the time.
Then I read someone's post where she watched someone die from the SN and it seemed like that person had a very painful experience; ever since I read that post I've been afraid to consider it a viable option.
I read the post and there didn't seem to be any reference of severe pain. It's about what you'll get when you're dying. It'd probably be more painful to die of old age or a disease. How peaceful did you want SN to be?
 
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Forever Sleep

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Okay I read it, I see a lot of problems on how this person took the sn so sn ain't that bad just people are the one to blame!

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The problem starts from before taking sn itself, this person took some pills which we don't know what they took that can be a problem by itself

after taking the sn,

Person itself gave 3.5/5 and said it ain't that bad which is important to consider

Started to puke a lot but I don't see anywhere they mentioned taking meto to avoid nausea and vomiting which can be a reason to puke a lot

Didn't prepare the second dosage to drink after puking a lot which is crucial, many prepare two dosage to take if they vomit

I think she was unconscious at this point

00:39 Her eyes are closed and she is breathing very heavy

After that everything is aftermath

Important things to takeaway from this, you should use meto and benzos which I don't know this person used or not as it is not mentioned anywhere

Sn ain't that bad and this one case is not enough because there are problematic cases for every ctb methods, I have read a lot of cases which were good and read a lot of failed sn cases most of them said they will try ctb with sn again!
Good points about the preparation- taking anti-emetics and preparing the second dose.

I think originally there was some confusion on the pain scale 3.5/5. That troubled me when I read it. Later in that thread though- it seemed like it might have been 3.5/10. The OP later posted in that same thread:

'Originally she said 4-5/10. But I also said to her that it seemed pretty high. She then changed it to 3.5. I think in general she wasnt really sure how painfull it was. But it looked like it wasn't unbearable.'

SN is my prefered method. It does still scare me though because people seem to have varying experiences with it. For some- it seems very peaceful. For others, not so much. The uncertainty frightens me but realistically- that's going to be there for whichever method we choose.
 
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HerculePoirot

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Please correct this misleading title. It's nitrite, not nitrate.
If not possible, delete the thread.
 
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HAKMKS

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May 29, 2023
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A: sodium nitrite is decently easy to get, albeit a bit expensive. There are plenty of threads about where to get SN, just look for the most recent ones and use common sense.
B: death by gun, assuming it's successful, is peaceful for the victim. It lasts like half a second, and since the brain doesn't have nerve endings on it, the pain will be minimal.

If, by peaceful you mean for other people: you're ctb-ing, the aftermath is someone else's problem regardless, so it doesn't really matter. Up to you, bro.
How do you purchase it?
 
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hellispink

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May 26, 2022
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Nitrate (NaNo3)
Nitrite (NaNo2).
Avoid misinformation.
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

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Mar 3, 2023
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You can't rely on public media for that sort of information, they do not understand how suicidal people feel nor do they care.
It's very common for people who have nothing to do with suicide to think it was easy, or that the decision to end ones life is, or that this is done by people who don't seriously wan't to die and are just going through a "bad phase".
Those kind of lines are very common from people who don't understand.

Ending one's life is not easy, neither the process itself, no matter how reliable it is, nor coming to the decision to seriously end one's life.
It just looks easy to them cause you could say it's "just chugging a glas of salty water".
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I think if you want to read about SN, I don't think the best idea is to search for pro-life news articles, there is information about SN in the suicide resource compilation, the SN method has already been discussed in detail on this site, that's why the search function exists.
 
freelifexit

freelifexit

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Nov 7, 2021
391
Some SN cases are peaceful, some not.

You can make your own conclusion about SN by reading documented cases.
Here you can find description of worst cases and here compilation of peaceful and discomforting cases and symptoms.
 

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