wildbluekiss
i don't have a map for where i am now
- Jan 22, 2024
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is there really no guarantee? even if i take so much in?Absolutely don't do it this way. It's a horrendous way to die. Not guaranteed death and excruciating pain. I heard a story of a man who was poisoned twice by his wife but didn't know what it was until he caught her the 3rd time. It was the worst pain of his life.
ANYONE CONSIDERING THIS METHOD, DO NOT DO IT!
No there isn't. If you intend to OD then read the PPeH or read about other methods in the Suicide Resource Compilation.is there really no guarantee? even if i take so much in?
read them thoroughly before… just, really on the edge right now, want the shortcut that is available nearby haha. but you're right, i'll give other methods a thought. if i'm not too impulsive. we'll see.No there isn't. If you intend to OD then read the PPeH or read about other methods in the Suicide Resource Compilation.
I tried it and it didn't work. I was 14 years old at the time and my depression was very deep. I had an anxiety attack and took the poison in the middle of the night. I had a heart attack and didn't die. Only the doctor knows it was a suicide attempt. And damn, it hurt so much. I agonized for hours, until my parents found me and took me to the hospital. My saturation was at 79%, blood pressure 5/4 and heart rate 298. I recommend using SN. It's the method I'm going to try now. It seems quieter and relatively painless.yey, rat poison. like, toxic rodenticide. is it lethal and fast?
Holy crap, SN may not be the best method out there but it's got a good chance of being better than rat poison for sure, that being said, I've seen stories of kids taking rat poison to ctb, and some took hours to ctb while others have been found dead.And damn, it hurt so much. I agonized for hours, until my parents found me and took me to the hospital. My saturation was at 79%, blood pressure 5/4 and heart rate 298. I recommend using SN. It's the method I'm going to try now. It seems quieter and relatively painless.
How badly on a scale of 1-50.Only the doctor knows it was a suicide attempt. And damn, it hurt so much
Because of the rat poison ctb attempt I imagine.In addition to the mental problems I had at the time, I got one more: post-traumatic stress disorder.
As much as I get this, things like this require a great amount of forethought and planningread them thoroughly before… just, really on the edge right now, want the shortcut that is available nearby haha
40, for sure. I remember feeling like my entire body was burning.Holy crap, SN may not be the best method out there but it's got a good chance of being better than rat poison for sure, that being said, I've seen stories of kids taking rat poison to ctb, and some took hours to ctb while others have been found dead.
Woah, woah, your heart was 298? That's well into Ventricular Fibrillation which is 200-500 bpm and that causes unconscious within a few seconds.
How badly on a scale of 1-50.
Because of the rat poison ctb attempt I imagine.
As much as I get this, things like this require a great amount of forethought and planning
What medication and how long was each arrest? Did you have these arrests in hospital?I could hear people talking and still fell the pain. I had 3 cardiac arrests, until the medication took effect and the heartbeat returned to normal.
Kinda know what feels like due to my condition of palpitations which I take meds daily to stabilize but yours sounds worse than mine.Today I am 23 years old and I still have arrhythmia. My heart rate doesn´t go below 120, even when sleeping.
Did your heart feel pain too? Does it feel like you've been stabbed in the heart? Have you ever had painful cramps, similar to those when your muscles are cramping and you can't do anything?I tried it and it didn't work. I was 14 years old at the time and my depression was very deep. I had an anxiety attack and took the poison in the middle of the night. I had a heart attack and didn't die. Only the doctor knows it was a suicide attempt. And damn, it hurt so much. I agonized for hours, until my parents found me and took me to the hospital. My saturation was at 79%, blood pressure 5/4 and heart rate 298. I recommend using SN. It's the method I'm going to try now. It seems quieter and relatively painless.
In addition to the mental problems I had at the time, I got one more: post-traumatic stress disorder.
It would depend on which rat poison. Most are anti-coagulants e.g. warfarin. Hard to tell regarding pain. Warfarin is actually used as drug in case people are clotting e.g. DVT. It's still used today. That said it's also easy to fix if you are bleeding profusely by giving vitamin K. It wouldn't be a fast death most likely..yey, rat poison. like, toxic rodenticide. is it lethal and fast?
Lethal, yes. Fast, no. Slow and extremely painful.yey, rat poison. like, toxic rodenticide. is it lethal and fast?