Help Is my method solid?

[cheese.out]

For the last few weeks i thought a lot about my method to ctb. I thought about jumping, sn or OD with tramadol and benzos but Im very afraid of ending as a vegetable. So i thought about taking a high dose of butanediol which maybe could kill me by itself but then combining it with partial hanging so i get knocked out and the hanging do its thing. What are your thoughts on this?

 

[DeadHead]

I myself have considered something like this too so I'd be interested to hear what people say. My only concern is, would the drugs make you want to vomit?

 

[bluebus]

ODs themselves are very unpredictable and unreliable. They are not recommended here as a method. Tramadol ods are not quick, or painless, or reliable. I definitely would steer clear of that. Same goes for any kind of benzos. The only things you'd want to take your chances on are heroin or fent. But even then (especially with H) the results can be unrpedictable. A lot of people just end up dying from choking on their vomit. Not fun. I would only use fent personally after seeing the effects of ods personally, but it can be hard to get your hands on since even dealers are wary of selling it now. I would strongly suggest finding another method. I'm sorry that life has brought you here. Wishing you the best of luck on whatever you decide to do.
-bb

 

[tpboy]

I would not try it. If you are wanting to double down...more like a shot to the head while standing on a cliff.

 

[アホペンギン]

I would not try it.

Me too, overdoses are very unpredictable, anything can happen.

 

[bluebus]

I would not try it. If you are wanting to double down...more like a shot to the head while standing on a cliff.

That sounds quite dramatic and strangely poetic. I like the imagery. Definitely wouldn't mind going out like that.

 

[cheese.out]

I myself have considered something like this too so I'd be interested to hear what people say. My only concern is, would the drugs make you want to vomit?

I would also do the protocol with meto just like when i would use sn but i guess i would still vomit. Maybe only partial hanging with some benzos to fight SI would do it? Idk

Thanks for the replies

 

[HerculePoirot]

I'm very afraid of ending as a vegetable.

Perhaps being a vegetable isn't so bad.
Very close to nothingness, which is an equivalent to death, which is your goal.

 

[アホペンギン]

Perhaps being a vegetable isn't so bad.
Very close to nothingness, which is an equivalent to death, which is your goal.

No, its torture being a vegetable. You have no control over what you do and all you can do is lay in a hospital bed, you are unable to make choices for yourself. No one would want to live like that.

 

[HerculePoirot]

No, its torture being a vegetable. You have no control over what you do and all you can do is lay in a hospital bed, you are unable to make choices for yourself. No one would want to live like that.

I was thinking of a very smart project like this: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/plan-review-vegetative-state-is-the-goal.99790/

Bloodbank's idea was to enter temporarily in a vegetative state to allow organ harvesting, then to let herself slowly dying, according to her "DNR" instructions.

I believe she succeeded. I'm very admirative.