Discussion is looking for SN even worth it? or are all the sources a "long time member only" type thing

[lostinwoe]

ngl I've been looking for a good source for like 6-8 hours everything is either way too expensive (like 200$ for 50g) or doesn't ship to me but at the same I see ppl buying 100g for €10-20

honestly probably just going to go back to other methods since all the sources are hard gate keeped I know it's to protect the supplier or something like that but I'm just trying to kms

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I've been here a while and no longer know of any. I considered SN for a while but, ultimately, decided on a different method. The several sources that I did know have dried up and, since I chose another method, I never even bothered to try and find a new source. I hope you can find the info and answers you seek and that peace may be yours in life, as well as, death.

 

[AnonThinker]

I've tried to find almost all the stuff they mention in pph and final exit. It's impossible to get in my country. And pph and the pph directory forum won't help if you're not over a certain age and terminally ill (which is bs I think.) And most things are too expensive as well. I can never afford to go to Switzerland. Our currency is so bad that Switzerland in my current is over R100k. Excluding flights for me and a person to come with.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I've tried to find almost all the stuff they mention in pph and final exit. It's impossible to get in my country

You mean the stuff for sn?

 

[unabletocope]

People are quite elitist about giving out sources here, I guess they're wary of being seen to encourage/assist suicide. Persevere, I'm sure it'll work out for you

 

[4am]

People are quite elitist about giving out sources here, I guess they're wary of being seen to encourage/assist suicide. Persevere, I'm sure it'll work out for you

no, ppl just don't want to give out a source to a journalist

 

[AnonThinker]

You mean the stuff for sn?

Yes, SN, N, there was another one that used to be in painkillers. Though they got taken off the market many years ago. One of the drugs they mention is tricyclic antidepressants, and I'm on one of those. But I'd have to hoard for forever. I have other stuff I've hoarded and can hoard. So that will probably be my method.

 

[unabletocope]

no, ppl just don't want to give out a source to a journalist

Sure but the attitude is the same

 

[Optimu$]

People are quite elitist about giving out sources here, I guess they're wary of being seen to encourage/assist suicide. Persevere, I'm sure it'll work out for you

@unabletocope Unfortunately anyone who hasn't been a registered user for very long or hasn't been a guest on here for a long time before they registered won't know of all the dramas that go on with SN on and off of sasu (it's in so many threads on here). There's nothing elitist about it even though it appears that way. In general any valuable information has to be carefully guarded and shared, but that's not easy with so many unstable people begging for an end to life.

 

[unabletocope]

@unabletocope Unfortunately anyone who hasn't been a registered user for very long or hasn't been a guest on here for a long time before they registered won't know of all the dramas that go on with SN on and off of sasu (it's in so many threads on here). There's nothing elitist about it even though it appears that way. In general any valuable information has to be carefully guarded and shared, but that's not easy with so many unstable people begging for an end to life.

I guess, it just creates an atmosphere where people end up getting scammed though

 

[everythingoes]

no cause for how long do we have to be on here to be considered long time members? i've been on here since july 2023 but only created an account in october and started being active on the forum just last month it took me so long because i kept giving myself more chances, i kept trying to get my life back on track, i still had hope it would get better. now i've made up my mind, it's not getting better and i want to die lol. but i'm starting to feel pathetic for even asking for sources i completely understand why people are being so cautious, though. pro-lifers can't wait to fuck us up. i just hope i'll find something soon

 

[Optimu$]

@unabletocope not from those who are sharing sources as scams aren't worth defending. Most sellers won't scam with SN as it's a cheap substance that's only raised in price in reaction to journalists and authorities piling pressure on the sources.

 

[Beyond_Repair]

People are quite elitist about giving out sources here, I guess they're wary of being seen to encourage/assist suicide. Persevere, I'm sure it'll work out for you

I think people are more worried about reporting a source to undercover law enforcement and it getting taken down, or the seller getting into trouble. Someone was nice enough to point me towards a source for SN a while back but by the time I was ready to order it, it was already gone so I kind of get it. Although if anyone knows of a source and is comfortable with sharing, I'd be very grateful

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Honestly you'd probably be better off finding a source in a forum for chemists who are just really into science. Maybe they'll even know how to create SN from common items. Idk I don't really understand chemistry. I think as long as you don't reveal that you intend to use it for suicide and if you don't sound desperate enough then maybe chemists would be happy to help you acquire some assuming they don't already know what it's for outside of meat preservation.

 

[ThisGameIsOverrated]

yeah thanks to years of infiltrators getting SN sources taken down newbies like us stand no chance of getting it which is why I wanna do as much as possible to contribute to the development of methods that involve dark web drugs, pro lifers can't take down dark web drug vendors no matter how much whining or reporting they do.