Discussion Is it weird that i want an uncomfortable method?

[D3vth]

Ive been thinking a lot about my method and what i want and idk y but the less comfortable ones seem most appealing. Like idk y but i want to feel physically miserable before i go. something that i take that makes me physically just as miserable as i am mentally. who knows maybe i just wanna feel something. idk anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that I see it, with a more uncomfortable method I think there is more chance of the survival instinct kicking in and causing the attempt to fail but if you want that then it's your choice.

 

[D3vth]

The way that I see it, with a more uncomfortable method I think there is more chance of the survival instinct kicking in and causing the attempt to fail but if you want that then it's your choice.

thats my worry too but hopefully i can find something that once i take it or once i start (which will hopefully be fairly quick/ez start) its irreversible and the process begins i just wanted to ask cause i see everyone looking for super peaceful methods and i understand not wanting for it to be painful so u dont mess up but at the same time i want to physically feel like im dying before i go