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undo445

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Apr 20, 2025
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I mean even kids in elementary school are doing it due to bullying.
 
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ChainedCrow

ChainedCrow

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
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Its hard to CTB alot of people who CTB do it on impulse and struggle/feel extreme pain because they choose a method with the closest thing they had or what they learned in movies or any other form of entertainment. The methods talked here are supposed to be as painless and lethal as possible. It all matters if u are completly sure u want to do it even then it can still be really hard. Much love 🤗
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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I mean even kids in elementary school are doing it due to bullying.
As living, breathing creatures. It's only a natural instinct to fear death and be very hesitant towards it. It's in our biology to prolong our lives as much as possible and prioritise living. It's definitely far from easy to have the guts to end your own life.
 
Afterglow

Afterglow

good god remove my frontal lobe already
Feb 22, 2025
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this is a site where we give support, not mock one another.

you are not helping anything or anyone
 
TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

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May 20, 2025
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No, dying is not hard at all.
What's hard is waking up every day in a world that humiliates you, strips you of dignity, and denies you meaning.
What's hard is clinging to life when every breath feels like lead and every day is a repeat of agony.

Anyone who says dying is hard has understood nothing, or is pretending not to understand.
Death is everywhere: a train at 200 km/h, a rope, a fall from height, a well-measured substance.
Every year, hundreds of thousands of people – even children – prove it: it's neither impossible nor that complicated.
You don't need a chemistry degree or a strategist's mind. You need just one thing: determination.

The problem isn't technical difficulty.
The problem is we live in a pro-life society that bombards us with fear, guilt, and inflated horror stories.
They show you the rare few who survived in terrible conditions to make you think "it always ends like that."
They drown you in misleading statistics, extreme case reports, rare clinical outcomes – all to make you give up.

The truth?
Those who no longer want to live know it well:
death is a simple act. What's been distorted is the idea of death – made monstrous, unreachable.

So no: it's not hard to die.
What's hard is standing upright when all you want is to disappear.
What's hard is enduring the grip of a society that tells you to "hold on" even when you're already ashes inside.
 
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Intoxicated

Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
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I mean even kids in elementary school are doing it due to bullying.
Kids in elementary school didn't hear about survival instinct (which works only in those people who believe in it).
 
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Sep 24, 2020
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It really is to me and I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence so cruelly denied the option of a peaceful, guaranteed death, all I want is to never exist again with no more pain and no more suffering, I see so much cruelty in how we exist in this anti-suicide world with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me, I find it horrifying how trying to die can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering.
 
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