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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
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I am truly very close to drinking SN I have no quality of life no friends, damaged skin, a collection of traumas. Today is a nice day if I just drink SN quick I'll forget everything and be free from this disgusting body with acne skin condition and depression, CPTSD
 
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yeh it's all gucci

yeh it's all gucci

I only care about cats eating corn on the cob.
Mar 4, 2022
171
Why do you think summer makes it easier?
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
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Why do you think summer makes it easier?
I don't know I feel less depressed during the summer and more brave while winter it seems a lot harder to do
 
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yeh it's all gucci

yeh it's all gucci

I only care about cats eating corn on the cob.
Mar 4, 2022
171
I don't know I feel less depressed during the summer and more brave while winter it seems a lot harder to do
That's interesting that summer makes you feel braver. When I saw the topic I thought, surely people would be more depressed in winter, thus more likely to go ahead with it.
I find summer depressing personally, because I really like to swim, but I really hate my body, so I don't like to get out as much in summer time.
 
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whitefeather

whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
519
Its very individual .
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
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Very individual no Doubt... When it's my time it's My time -. Whether it be winter, spring, summer.... Doesn't make a fck.
 
Lullaby

Lullaby

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Mar 9, 2022
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That's interesting that summer makes you feel braver. When I saw the topic I thought, surely people would be more depressed in winter, thus more likely to go ahead with it.
I find summer depressing personally, because I really like to swim, but I really hate my body, so I don't like to get out as much in summer time.
I get a lot more depressed in the Summer. The weather gets beautiful but it sucks when you're feeling down and the sun is just blasting through the window. Everyone is also out and about living their lives, and it's a constant reminder that I don't have that.

Stereotypical, but I feel so much better on cloudy and rainy days.
 
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Achlys

Achlys

So tired...
Apr 23, 2022
143
I get a lot more depressed in the Summer. The weather gets beautiful but it sucks when you're feeling down and the sun is just blasting through the window. Everyone is also out and about living their lives, and it's a constant reminder that I don't have that.

Stereotypical, but I feel so much better on cloudy and rainy days.

Me too. Summer heat drains my strength.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
if you need to do it outside so no one at home can find you, probably not. A lot of intrusive people tend to be out and about in the summertime.
 
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yeh it's all gucci

yeh it's all gucci

I only care about cats eating corn on the cob.
Mar 4, 2022
171
I get a lot more depressed in the Summer. The weather gets beautiful but it sucks when you're feeling down and the sun is just blasting through the window. Everyone is also out and about living their lives, and it's a constant reminder that I don't have that.

Stereotypical, but I feel so much better on cloudy and rainy days.
Yeh it's hard when I know everyone is going to the beach and having BBQs and stuff but I don't have any friends to do things with.
At least when it's cold and raining I feel less like a loser because everyone else is at home too.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,309
To me, the seasons would not make that much difference. How easy ctb would be for me would depend on access to methods, the fear of failure is what holds me back. The summer is a very depressing time of year, I hate hot weather, but I would rather die in the winter, when it is very cold.
 
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deathbydragon

deathbydragon

take me with you
Mar 17, 2022
189
Winter means more dark hours so if you're doing it outside during the night, it'll be longer till you're found also.
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,392
Depends on how. Summer might be better if you plan to die outside because you're less likely to give up due to the cold and change your mind but then again other people might be more likely to find you this way although I still think depending on how remote the location, one is far less likely to be intercepted outside than in a hotel room.
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
When I was a student I was usually on break for the summers which made it both better and worse. Having time off meant no stress from school so theoretically I could research more but I'd usually settle in to a routine of wasting time that didn't amount to anything. Now I'm working so I won't have such time. I wouldn't say the season makes it any easier or harder on me, I'm always suicidal regardless. But having constant stressors propels me to do more to actively leave and those have historically hit worse starting from late summer. I wouldn't mind passing in any season though it would be nice to go on my birthday, but I'm not sure I'll be able to last that long.
 

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