I'm just mad that I have to live in it. The world isn't well-suited for me. They say that hell is other people, and I hate how society is social and how socializing is such a big aspect of life. Social interaction is inescapable and unavoidable because your survival relies on it. You'll have to talk to and interact with people in person everywhere you go (at school, work, etc) and be around people 24/7. Honestly, I just don't like people or having to talk to, see or interact with them. Online is fine but I detest in-person. I just don't like being around people. I wish that I could escape people and society.
i personally can't see society as social since the majority of the people who make up societies are selfish. There's barely any compassion, there's a complete lack of understanding with no intent to overcome ignorance, etc
Like you said social interactions are often necessary, in society we're often completely at the mercy of those who have knowledge, skills, resources, etc.
When in a taxi for example you're at the mercy of the driver. You need them to drive safely to your destination, you're also at the mercy of every other driver on the road around you and need them to also drive safely anyone of them has the power to leave you fucked up. I'd love to die but ending up paralysed unable to communicate, while having the same thoughts and feelings as i do but physical stuck waiting for death sounds worse than death.
As individuals we're pretty powerless and usually completely insignificant.
i'm not sure if people often talk to others out of choice. i hate it when people talk to people they don't like only to bitch about them when they're out of sight.
i personally won't talk to someone i don't like.
Have you not thought about leaving society? Find some place you like the look of and see how you feel away from everything you dislike? If you hate that too you could always just leave your fate to nature.
Is camping much of a thing over there?
have you ever done that and if so did you not find that better than your current day to day experience?