
telemark05
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- May 8, 2025
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While I was very depressed and suicidal I started diving into spirituality and that stuff. I have become pretty convinced that there must be something to the universe. The world is very mystical and almost magic in a way if you really think about it. I don't believe that the big bang suddenly created the universe from nothing because something can't just come from nothing. There has to have been something before that, and before that, and before that in an infinite loop. So I think that the universe is infinite which kinda terrifies me. Does that mean there are infinite possibilites and outcomes, and that I am forever stuck in this universe because I came out of the world and not into it? Then how can people say for certain that death is the end when everything im made of comes from the universe itself. Why would I not come back again as something else in a million years? There's so much we don't know or can explain. The only thing we know for certain is your own existence and that you can't remember anything before this life, but most people don't even know who they are and only rely on labels, thoughts and upbringing etc. But if you ask yourself "Who am I?" you realize you're something much deeper than that. It's scary and relieving depending on how you look at it. I just can't stop thinking about this. Im very open minded so please share your thoughts if you agree or not.
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