Stillnotsure

Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
245
I either wanted to go yesterday Dec 21 because my dad died this day or on my birthday Jan 8. I think it'd be cool if my headstone said date of birth and death as the same day but different years. If I don't ctb on my birthday will I wait another year for these dates to come around? I don't know.
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

Paragon
Nov 6, 2018
970
Wait a whole year Just for specific dates? Is life that good for you?
 
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ausboy96

ausboy96

Student
Nov 17, 2018
143
I don't think it's worth waiting a whole year if you want to CTB now
 
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Stillnotsure

Stillnotsure

Experienced
Dec 18, 2018
245
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
I gave a thought to doing it the day after my birthday.... one last day for me to do what I want then end this shit.
I can understand what Kyrok is saying though.... but ultimately suicide is about the individual. If a specific date would be something to make your life more "complete" do it. You only get one death so make it good for you : )
My other attempts were just dates that worked for me (alone and had enough meds).
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
To me, the date is unimportant, but my state of mind is. CTB needs to be done with full conviction.
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
To me, the date is unimportant, but my state of mind is. CTB needs to be done with full conviction.
Couldn't agree with that more.
It kills me to see people injured, scared and sad..... and the whole world is just going to look at them bad because they tried to kill themselves....
 
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Lifeisatrap

Arcanist
Oct 5, 2018
408
No date doesn't matter to me as long as it's sooner rather than later. Any day is a good last day.
 
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Kdawg2018

Kdawg2018

Still here...
Nov 10, 2018
272
Thought bout ctb on my b day, but I share it with a close fam member, so not fair to them
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
Date is not important. I just wish February would hurry up and get here.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
No I just want to die now
 
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Pegasus

Pegasus

Experienced
Dec 15, 2018
258
Near my graduation cuz I'm failing most of my classes.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
For me the date is not important. But i have a problem with the courage. I failed several times. So if i have the courage, i will go.
 
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Lunaemoth

Lunaemoth

Member
Dec 14, 2018
85
It used to be, when I was younger. Now I just want to go.... I am making an effort to avoid ruining holidays or other people's birthday, but my date is Jan 5th which means absolutely nothing to me... It's just the day after my visiting sister heads home.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I either wanted to go yesterday Dec 21 because my dad died this day or on my birthday Jan 8. I think it'd be cool if my headstone said date of birth and death as the same day but different years. If I don't ctb on my birthday will I wait another year for these dates to come around? I don't know.

I don't care about the date at all. The hardest part is overcoming survival instinct, and whenever I manage to do that, will be the day I finally go out.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,804
I don't really mind about an exact date, since I cannot guarantee that my survival instinct will be suppressed when it comes (worst case is survival instinct getting stronger as the end nears) so I'm mostly circumstance based. However, time is also a factor for me, but not the main one (could be around a general date, but not necessary a particular day and time).
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
No, date doesn't faze me
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
The only thing about date is that you will want to try every single way you can to overcome depression. So try for a whole year and if it doesn't work. Research a method for suicide but take time to do the method that appeals to you.
 
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dreznik87

dreznik87

I just want to sleep
Dec 21, 2018
13
For some reason I have always wanted to die the same day I was born. To me it just seems "complete" to leave the day I came in.
It is my preference although not concrete, access to an easy method will win.
 
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Kingkelly

Mage
Dec 3, 2018
532
Date doesn't matter to me as much as not hurting anymore but I can see the want to have something unique on your tombstone. Best of luck ❤
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Everyone has their own time frame. But i do advise ctb'ing before things get worse in your life.
 
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toolateforme

Student
Jul 2, 2018
158
I think I should wait until my birthday so my family only has one day of mourning, instead of two.
 
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Nanako

Nanako

Experienced
Dec 24, 2018
287
When it comes to suicide I honestly don't care about things like date or doing anything that might serve some symbolic purpose really, but I think it's very cool that some people do. :)
 
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Jane Doe

Jane Doe

Student
Aug 19, 2018
148
I suppose 17th Jan would be quite poetic as thats my husbands anniversary. But tbh dates don't really matter to me
 
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EndofMyRope

EndofMyRope

Student
Oct 17, 2018
174
I don't care much about the date at all. There was probably a time when I took holidays and birthdays into consideration, but I don't think people think that much of me to even remember.
 
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Lunaemoth

Lunaemoth

Member
Dec 14, 2018
85
I found out that my last 12 days on earth (today, Christmas, through January 5th) are the 12 days of Christmas (I'd never given much thought to what those 12 days actually were before). So, even though I didn't plan that, and didn't really care which day I died, I'm kind of glad my last 12 days have some significance.
 
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Lost

Member
Apr 18, 2018
88
Date is not important. Life suck... so no date
 
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SiArc

SiArc

sassy and sarcastic-y
Dec 10, 2018
230
Date doesn't matter to me. Wish I could do it on my mother's birthday May 5th or my parent's Anniversary in Feb. Vindictive part of me but I am not waiting that long. New Years works for me.
 
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sadak_the_wanderer

sadak_the_wanderer

An appropriate painting
Mar 19, 2018
245
Date does matter to me in that I wouldn't want to ruin someone's birthday or major holiday, that kind of thing.
 

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