Discussion Is CTB an chivement in life in itself?

[Tired of existing]

Hi, I'm new to this community, sorry for my bad gramar, english is not my first language.
I am 35 and like many here I am contemplating about the meaning of life and if it's worth to keep pushing on.
I live in an european "wellfare state" like some in the US would call it I guess, so no matter what happens to me or what I do I will never be homeless or without access to free healthcare, food and basic necessities to survive.

Nevetherless I think my life leads no where, just working in a dead end Job, no family, few friends.
I see people all around me aiming for something in life, a carrier, a house, wealth, property, family and so on.
It seems that this not for me, life is not for me.

I'm thinking CTB is like a goal in life itself, very very very hard to do and some sort of achivement.
After all, we are all gonna die, yet few are able to conjure the willpower to end der lifes and beat their SI at a time of their own choosing.

Most people live out their lifes no matter how unhappy or physically impaired they become because they fear the other side.
Yet those who overcome those fears can take the exit and cut a bad life short instead of dragging it on...

 

[WornOutLife]

I agree with you. CTB is certainly an achievement.
Many people say the cowards kill themselves because it's easy. They're clearly wrong.
Dying voluntarily whenever you feel like is the hardest thing to do in life.

 

[Tired of existing]

Hi, I'm new to this community, sorry for my bad gramar, english is not my first language.
I am 35 and like many here I am contemplating about the meaning of life and if it's worth to keep pushing on.
I live in an european "wellfare state" like some in the US would call it I guess, so no matter what happens to me or what I do I will never be homeless or without access to free healthcare, food and basic necessities to survive.

Nevetherless I think my life leads no where, just working in a dead end Job, no family, few friends.
I see people all around me aiming for something in life, a carrier, a house, wealth, property, family and so on.
It seems that this not for me, life is not for me.

I'm thinking CTB is like a goal in life itself, very very very hard to do and some sort of achivement.
After all, we are all gonna die, yet few are able to conjure the willpower to end der lifes and beat their SI at a time of their own choosing.

Most people live out their lifes no matter how unhappy or physically impaired they become because they fear the other side.
Yet those who overcome those fears can take the exit and cut a bad life short instead of dragging it on...

Damn it, the title sould be "Is CTB an achivement in life in itself? ".
Sorry for the typo folks.

 

[waterstrider]

yes, its the ultimate fuck you to our current society. you won't play by their rules and won't be a slave to their system any longer. so in my eyes that's an achievement. also because it takes a lot of guts to actually do it.

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

I wish I did it years ago when I didn't have SI.

 

[it's_all_a_game]

If people have treated you like garbage in your life, like they have treated me, then, yes, it in an achievement.