goodoldnoname923
Wanting to find peace
- Mar 28, 2024
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I still intend on trying it again but given i've been waiting awhile for the malwai tent i so desperately need I've definitely had time to reconsider the whole thing
I mean is the method really all that worth it? I don't find it to be as easy painless or accessible as i initially thought
I guess not having my own place i can reliably get mail delivered to is a bad place to start but even the painlessness of the method
In theory the lack of oxygen is supposed to knock you out and stay knocked out until your organs are killed off one by one but there is cases of people waking up having their SI kick in and being seriously traumatised
Even the difficulty of the method takes some serious planning,I can't say i've fully given up on the method but I've definitely lost alot of faith and enthusiasm i initially had for it
I'm open to other methods but I'm honest losing hope in what else i can really try
I mean is the method really all that worth it? I don't find it to be as easy painless or accessible as i initially thought
I guess not having my own place i can reliably get mail delivered to is a bad place to start but even the painlessness of the method
In theory the lack of oxygen is supposed to knock you out and stay knocked out until your organs are killed off one by one but there is cases of people waking up having their SI kick in and being seriously traumatised
Even the difficulty of the method takes some serious planning,I can't say i've fully given up on the method but I've definitely lost alot of faith and enthusiasm i initially had for it
I'm open to other methods but I'm honest losing hope in what else i can really try