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Experienced
- Dec 14, 2021
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I'm wondering apple juice specifically because I want to have a drink that I don't like or dislike. I want to have a small bottle ready at my bedside for any time in the future that I may CTB. If it's a drink that I like, it would make me feel terrible having it there all the time, associated with suicide, and it would feel terrible using it for the final act.