Is anyone planning on travelling to Latin America to obtain N in the coming months?

[sushestvanie]

Hi. I am thinking about travelling to Peru or another Latin American country to purchase N at some point in the near future, however I am unsure about whether my plan is feasible or not. Is it still possible to acquire N in the region? If it is, then I would like to know if someone here would be willing to travel with me. I worry about the possibility of being caught with N while going through customs, so I plan on ending my life outside of my home country.

 

[martyrdom]

You will more than likely get scammed being a visible tourist who doesn't know the language or the region (assuming you don't).

 

[ZornTheDreaded]

Hi. I am thinking about travelling to Peru or another Latin American country to purchase N at some point in the near future, however I am unsure about whether my plan is feasible or not. Is it still possible to acquire N in the region? If it is, then I would like to know if someone here would be willing to travel with me. I worry about the possibility of being caught with N while going through customs, so I plan on ending my life outside of my home country.

if it was before the end of this year I'd totally go

 

[sushestvanie]

You will more than likely get scammed being a visible tourist who doesn't know the language or the region (assuming you don't).

Did you personally experience this? I feel as though this is my only option to end my life in a swift and painless manner, so hearing this is a bit disheartening. I hate being alive, so I am not sure what I am going to do if this does not work.

 

[martyrdom]

Did you personally experience this? I feel as though this is my only option to end my life in a swift and painless manner, so hearing this is a bit disheartening. I hate being alive, so I am not sure what I am going to do if this does not work.

No, my method won't be painless and I don't want it to be. But I am familiar with Latin America and close with people from some countries there so I know how it's likely to go. It's also not unique to Latin America, any country where a visible tourist is going to go asking for illegal substances will more than likely get scammed unless they know someone.

 

[sushestvanie]

No, my method won't be painless and I don't want it to be. But I am familiar with Latin America and close with people from some countries there so I know how it's likely to go. It's also not unique to Latin America, any country where a visible tourist is going to go asking for illegal substances will more than likely get scammed unless they know someone.

I thought N could be purchased legally at veterinary stores in Peru and Bolivia.

 

[martyrdom]

I thought N could be purchased legally at veterinary stores in Peru and Bolivia.

Without a prescription? You're more familiar with N than I am, so maybe it's true. Just be careful and try to learn some of the language or go with someone local, to ensure your safety.

 

[sushestvanie]

if it was before the end of this year I'd totally go

I have not settled on a date yet, but this could be a possibility. Do you speak Spanish by any chance? Could you send me a DM?

 

[orbwithinorb]

I have one lead in Peru and might be willing to go to see if we can find N. However it seems much easier to find Phenobarbital in a standard pharmacy since it's still in production for humans use and it's not associated with suicide so pharmacist's won't know what you're getting it for. Someone from Brazil was able to get some without a script on here very recently, however they are a resident and clearly not a tourist so I don't know if it'd be as easy as someone who doesn't speak Spanish.

 

[Michi_Violeta]

You will more than likely get scammed being a visible tourist who doesn't know the language or the region (assuming you don't).

This. And I say it as someone who lives in Latin America. Nobody is going to risk their vet license for some tourist paying a couple hundred bucks and nobody who deals with illegal drugs really cares about the niche suicide market when addicts are much better money.

People need to stop believing that LatAm is some sort of lawless Wild West where anything goes, it is as unrealistic as it is offensive.

 

[sushestvanie]

This. And I say it as someone who lives in Latin America. Nobody is going to risk their vet license for some tourist paying a couple hundred bucks and nobody who deals with illegal drugs really cares about the niche suicide market when addicts are much better money.

People need to stop believing that LatAm is some sort of lawless Wild West where everything goes, it is as unrealistic as it is offensive.

Is there any chance of me being successful? Some people have managed to obtain it without much issue from what I know. All other methods of suicide are extremely painful and traumatizing, so I am not sure what I am supposed to do next.

I have one lead in Peru and might be willing to go to see if we can find N. However it seems much easier to find Phenobarbital in a standard pharmacy since it's still in production for humans use and it's not associated with suicide so pharmacist's won't know what you're getting it for. Someone from Brazil was able to get some without a script on here very recently, however they are a resident and clearly not a tourist so I don't know if it'd be as easy as someone who doesn't speak Spanish.

I sent you a DM.

 

[Michi_Violeta]

Is there any chance of me being successful? Some people have managed to obtain it without much issue from what I know. All other methods of suicide are extremely painful and traumatizing, so I am not sure what I am supposed to do next.

I sent you a DM.

I don't think so, though I'll admit it's easier getting SN here because it's still relatively unknown as a substance used for suicide. It's also possible to legally buy certain medications that could be used for an overdose (amitriptyline and chloroquine, for example) through a loophole, but those aren't painless or highly reliable methods. Still, I reckon there are much more effective ways available in the US, for example, and that the cost of traveling here to buy SN would be much higher than paying for shipment from Ukraine or whatever. And that's if someone will sell SN to a tourist who can't even say "carne curada" without asking too many questions...

 

[sushestvanie]

I don't think so, though I'll admit it's easier getting SN here because it's still relatively unknown as a substance used for suicide. It's also possible to legally buy certain medications that could be used for an overdose (amitriptyline and chloroquine, for example) through a loophole, but those aren't painless or highly reliable methods. Still, I reckon there are much more effective ways available in the US, for example, and that the cost of traveling here to buy SN would be much higher than paying for shipment from Ukraine or whatever. And that's if someone will sell SN to a tourist who can't even say "carne curada" without asking too many questions...

Death from SN is more drawn-out and painful from what I understand, so I am not comfortable with using it.

 

[Michi_Violeta]

Death from SN is more drawn-out and painful from what I understand, so I am not comfortable with using it.

Sad truth about suicide is that there's no perfect method now that N is almost impossible to obtain. We have to literally pick our poison.

I certainly wouldn't trust anyone here willing to sell you N in LatAm unless you know them personally and from a long time ago. There's no real motivation to sell it: pretty much any illegal activity here is more profitable than selling N to suicidal tourists. And if you do find someone supposedly willing to sell you N, then it'd be a miracle if they sold you the real stuff which, again, they have no real motivation to do. I don't know you, but I'm not taking any chances with my suicide and that's why I bought a pure and legal substance from a reputable supplier. Not gonna lie, I'm also scared about SN, but it's the best I can get... if I could have access to a gun then I would've done it already.