purplesmoothie

purplesmoothie

Experienced
Sep 13, 2018
228
I might put on some mascara, tanner and shower and exofoliate and all that before. Wear something comfy but cute. Anyone else gonna do something like this?
 
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Stick

Stick

Experienced
Aug 31, 2020
269
I'm planning on doing the same thing. Especially if a family member finds me, that will be the last time they remember me so I want it to be as good as it can get.
 
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BRAINWORMS

BRAINWORMS

dust to dust
Jul 20, 2020
103
If I go through with it, I'm planning on wearing one of my favorite cardigans. Maybe I'll throw some makeup on, too. Might make identifying my body be a little less terrible if I'm at least painted to look normal-ish.
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
1,635
I'm definitely gonna try. Been losing weight again, that's step one. I have a couple of outfits picked out depending on the temperature lmfao. I really struggle with hygiene, but I'll make myself take a shower, brush and floss my teeth, etc. My hair will ideally be freshly cut and dyed.
 
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Secrets1

Specialist
Nov 18, 2019
359
I want feel clean, fresh, and comfortable as heck. Those are the priorities, I'm a dude though so cute isn't on the radar but I'm not wearing a suit.
 
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SleepyTime

SleepyTime

Member
Oct 10, 2019
98
There was a poster on here that made reference to everything being funnier if you are wearing a clown outfit.

I decided that I am going to dress us as a clown when I ctb. I neither dress up for Halloween nor for costume parties. The simple fact that someone will find me dead wearing a clown outfit will be the only thing anyone ever talks about. They will not speak about me dying - only "WTF was it about the clown outfit?"
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,135
I'll prob do my usual makeup look and wear one of my favorite outfits:)
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i'll probably put on one of my favorite shirts and shorts and do my hair. that's all. i don't think it'll matter much, since i'll end up looking ugly as my body decays, anyways.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
I broke a 30 year habit of nail biting because I didn't want to be that unattractive for some reason. No idea why I don't even wear makeup or do anything fancy with my hair. Interesting how we care how we will look after death.
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
644
I might put on some mascara, tanner and shower and exofoliate and all that before. Wear something comfy but cute. Anyone else gonna do something like this?
Once you're dead, nobody cares how pretty or handsome your face and your overall skin/flesh/bones/internal organs looks like :ohhhh: (Whether you CTB or b'coz of natural selection or that silly "Divine" intervention!).
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I don't care much how my hair, beard and body hair are going to look but I will try to be clean and wear a pleasing t-shirt and boxer. But I do still think ppl will be disgusted especially those involving in autopsy since they will see and touch my naked body. I worry about this.
 
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Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

Scorpion
Sep 5, 2020
402
Haaa yeah. I've been thinking about wearing one of my old outfits from high school, back when I was into fashion. And back when I was thin. I want to lose weight basically for this reason.

But more importantly I want to feel my best. Listen to my favorite music, be out in the woods and all that. Death is going to be hard so I want to make it as easy as I can.
 
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JackieInTheBox

Member
Sep 24, 2020
59
With my last failed attempt I wore my favorite clothes and tried to dress nicely. It's weirdly comforting like you're going to take a trip to a special place :)
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
It's not a party guys. The ones who find you won't care or notice.
 
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Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,604
There was a poster on here that made reference to everything being funnier if you are wearing a clown outfit.

I decided that I am going to dress us as a clown when I ctb. I neither dress up for Halloween nor for costume parties. The simple fact that someone will find me dead wearing a clown outfit will be the only thing anyone ever talks about. They will not speak about me dying - only "WTF was it about the clown outfit?"
Thats a brilliant idea. That might make the news lol.
To me that would be quite cathartic as well as there is the theme of underlying sadness with the clown, masked by humour and false happiness.
 
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Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

Scorpion
Sep 5, 2020
402
With my last failed attempt I wore my favorite clothes and tried to dress nicely. It's weirdly comforting like you're going to take a trip to a special place :)
I mean, it's dark when you really think about it, but fuck I'm not going to pretend not to understand, or like I don't feel a similar way. I want to die looking my best so people can remember me when I was at my best. Not whoever I am now. And I want them to know that that person still exists inside of me. And they want out, just like I do.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
I can't relate to any of this. I don't give a damn about anyone seeing my corpse, what they think of me or anything.
I hope they are totally grossed out by me in fact, the more the better.
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,628
I can't really relate either. I feel like when I do go, the last thing that will be on my mind is how I look. When I ctb I don't have to worry about anything any more
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
Unless it's your family or friends it will be some heartless unfeeling goons. Look at the guy who shot his head off. No one even bothered to go over to what was left of him. They didn't care. Thats what it will be to them. Look as pretty as you want no one will care. Their job is to scoop up a corpse and cart it to the morgue to a freezer.
 
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LonelyDude15

LonelyDude15

Currently Spiraling
Sep 26, 2020
277
I like how this lowkey should like we're getting ready for prom. I was thinking of doing something new with my hair though and dressing nicely that's about it. You should probably poop first before you die because you know
 
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Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,604
Might get my ear pierced and get a massive tattoo, so it looks like i was in the middle of a mid life crisis when i ctb
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
You should probably poop first before you die because you know
I saw a picture of a guy sitting in a chair and he had done something I can't even remember how he ctb, but i DO remember he had pee'd all over his pants. He should have worn black slacks, not light beige ones.
 
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LonelyDude15

LonelyDude15

Currently Spiraling
Sep 26, 2020
277
I saw a picture of a guy sitting in a chair and he had done something I can't even remember how he ctb, but i DO remember he had pee'd all over his pants.
Ya that's kinda gross I'm gonna make sure I empty all that out first and probably not eat 24 hours beforehand to be safe
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,628
Then to have his photo on the internet for everyone to see... Who are these people who take these pictures and post them on websites? They must be real creeps.
I certainly wouldn't want a photo of my ctb to end up on the internet
 
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Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

Scorpion
Sep 5, 2020
402
Unless it's your family or friends it will be some heartless unfeeling goons. Look at the guy who shot his head off. No one even bothered to go over to what was left of him. They didn't care. Thats what it will be to them. Look as pretty as you want no one will care. Their job is to scoop up a corpse and cart it to the morgue to a freezer.
That's exactly why you have to look hot. Their ambivalence is all the more shameful. <333
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
i am going to wear a comfy dress and all my favorite bracelets.
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
I gained a few pounds and wanted to lose those in the 6 months that I had to wait.
Wanted to
:pfff:


I will take a shower beforehand and shave myself clean. I hate to have body hair when I will die in the same clothes I was born in.
:wink:
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
I didn't want anyone to ever find my corpse. I hate the idea of people probing and pawing at it.
 
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LonelyDude15

LonelyDude15

Currently Spiraling
Sep 26, 2020
277
I certainly wouldn't want a photo of my ctb to end up on the internet
Not sure it matter you know because your dead. I guess I won't want my family to go through that but its lowkey non of my business by that point
 
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