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inthesky123

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Jun 1, 2025
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Financially and long term I don't/ won't have a problem its just mentally, years of emotional and psychological damage I won't have enough healing to make up for. Does anyone else experience the same issue where it's not really your situation or others necessarily it's just all the stuff that you have put up with that has you reach your limit?
 
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bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
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Only all the time.I'm pretty concerned, especially about aging and old age.The returns are really poor as time goes on.

Am I doing all this so that I can sit and read the newspaper and drink coffee when I'm 60?Not sure if the boredom I'm going through right now is worth it for later on.

I'm not even living life really. I'm just being fiscally responsible. Investing in an ETF for the long term and all that jazz. But I keep thinking about what the point really is.

But that's kind of the problem. As long as you're alive, you need to do all these things, take care of your health and wealth. Plan for the long term.'Cause as long as you're alive, all these things matter and are really important.

But the problem is I'm not happy. So I think about taking the bus every single damn day.
 
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S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
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For me is this plus financial and people around me,family problems
 
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inthesky123

Member
Jun 1, 2025
10
Only all the time.I'm pretty concerned, especially about aging and old age.The returns are really poor as time goes on.

Am I doing all this so that I can sit and read the newspaper and drink coffee when I'm 60?Not sure if the boredom I'm going through right now is worth it for later on.

I'm not even living life really. I'm just being fiscally responsible. Investing in an ETF for the long term and all that jazz. But I keep thinking about what the point really is.
Same here. I had some things I had to take care of and from what I see is that it didn't feel like much of a difference when I had to do them than when they were already done. Conflicts in the past that I've been able to overcome just weigh to hard in my mind for me to feel like living instead of ctb. It's not that I would have a hard time living I just don't really see a point.
For me is this plus financial and people around me,family problems
People around me have always given me reasons to why being alone is better but family problems is just one of those things that has caused me emotional pain and resentment from the past that's hard to ignore.
 
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NutORat

Sleepwalking
Jun 11, 2025
4
It's all a snowball that keeps on rolling. Even if I took a complete 180 this very moment I wouldn't be able to make up for all the mistakes I've done. Too many problems neglected, too many relationships ruined, too many opportunities missed. I want to lay down.
 
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wham311

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Mar 1, 2025
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It's all a snowball that keeps on rolling. Even if I took a complete 180 this very moment I wouldn't be able to make up for all the mistakes I've done. Too many problems neglected, too many relationships ruined, too many opportunities missed. I want to lay down.
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