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Jason0941

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May 24, 2025
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I plan on ending my life on July 16th, 2025.
 
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waitingfor

Member
May 7, 2025
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May I ask if it Is for you a special recurrency, if It Is for someone else to punish, or what
 
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Jason0941

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May 24, 2025
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May I ask if it Is for you a special recurrency, if It Is for someone else to punish, or what
I'm not sure that I understand your question. How would I punish someone else by killing myself?
 
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tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
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countdown has begun
 
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bananaolympus

Arcanist
Dec 12, 2024
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I am against the idea of having a specific day in my opinion it should be spontaneous when you feel at your lowest
 
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virevex

New Member
Jun 5, 2025
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december 16th for me
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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Just a few days ago, I thought 16 June 2025 sounds good. Today, I feel it will be too soon. Tomorrow, who knows?
 
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Apr 25, 2024
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I don't have a specific date yet, I was think possibly even on the anniversary of my account being made, but I don't quite know yet. sadly however my ctb is some time away most likely 2-3 years. so maybe 2027-2028 26th April or maybe even my birthday 10th December.

either way I do count down every single day as it gets closer, in both anxiety and also excitement.
 
Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
811
As strange as it may sound, I always count the days, either in my head or by looking at the calendaršŸ˜…. It calms me down
 
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SwiftlySynth

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Jun 3, 2025
7
If I don't do it spontaneously then my date is looking to be August 31st.

Just knowing I have everything lined up brings some comfort.
 
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