Is anyone ctb soon?

[dandan]

I don't know how people plan there passing out to a date. I think mine will come down to a in the moment event where everything is right, the mood and aggression to follow through with it.

At the moment more than ever, I believe more than 90% of people who ctb had set a date, otherwise is just not happening. I might be wrong but the closer to ctb the more you realize this, I understand

 

[GoodForNothing]

At the moment more than ever, I believe more than 90% of people who ctb had set a date, otherwise is just not happening. I might be wrong but the closer to ctb the more you realize this, I understand

I probably think this way because I am currently undecided.

 

[dandan]

Yeah if we were decided we set a date, even if that date is today. I am losing my reasons to stay alive, I am losing my hope of getting better or accepting what is...
Losing my hope of doing something to change, I could do something but nothing has ever worked in 20 years... Dunno what to do