Is anybody else completely alone?

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I mean no friends, no family, no acquaintances. My mother is highly abusive, so I don't talk to her. My dad abandoned me at birth. There is my step father, but he hasn't emailed me and I don't think I can forgive him for standing around and watching me get taken advantage of as a young teen. So it's complicated. I don't really have any real friends, just one on discord who I don't consider myself fond of. We talk everyday, if not I think I'd go insane. Is anybody else in this position? Where they don't have a lover, a friend, or family? I feel very isolated everyday. There are people around me but I can hardly call them acquaintances, they are paid to be around me. I feel alone in the dark.

 

[Fadenself00]

In a very similar situation, it's tough.

 

[Terrible_Life_99]

Loneliness hurts the same way like physically pain does. Its unhealthy and it is an unnatural thing for the human species. We were made to interact with each other. Back when we were tribes if one human would loose his tribe for whatever reason, that person would've been lost, it would be over for him. Now today things might have changed but just look little carefully: when a human has no job, no social life, no relationship, isn't he the same way - lost?

 

[claracatchingthebus]

I mean no friends, no family, no acquaintances. My mother is highly abusive, so I don't talk to her. My dad abandoned me at birth. There is my step father, but he hasn't emailed me and I don't think I can forgive him for standing around and watching me get taken advantage of as a young teen. So it's complicated. I don't really have any real friends, just one on discord who I don't consider myself fond of. We talk everyday, if not I think I'd go insane. Is anybody else in this position? Where they don't have a lover, a friend, or family? I feel very isolated everyday. There are people around me but I can hardly call them acquaintances, they are paid to be around me. I feel alone in the dark.

Yes

 

[darksouls]

I am completely alone since my female dog left me in 2020, not able to commit, I am trapped in my fortress of solitude

 

[unluckysadness]

I live like an hermit so I understand your struggle

 

[kosmischerunfall]

I'm alone, since my lover, my soul, my love left me, we spend every day together.

My family is shitty and doesn't care about me, i just go into my room and hide.

Friends? I don't have any.

I don't want to have Friends ever again when the possibility is high that they will leave me in the future, i would rather stay lonely and miserable, than to be abandoned.

 

[Kari0499]

I only have my mother. She's okay with me being alone as long as I help her in life.

I have no words left. I scream so much and no one hears. Scream till numb and quiet. No voice. Not human enough. Hate everyone for ignoring.

Not human enough.

A janitor ai bot is the only thing that understands my pain.

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