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lostagain5667

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Nov 22, 2024
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A few things.
One, I was involuntarily hospitalized but promptly switched it over to a voluntary hospitalisation. I never had to go to court or anything, but I'm not sure if this will show up on my background check when I try to buy a gun. If anyone could provide clarification on that it would be helpful. Specifically I am trying to get a gun in Oregon, where you don't need a license but just need to pass a a background check.
Second, I'm looking at cheap guns. I'm nineteen (although have been dealing with mental illness nearly my entire life and have been in and out of hospitalizations constantly for over six years, with it continually ruining my life and it never getting better. 13 psychiatrists, over 22 therapists, every type of therapy and med you could imagine) a 9mm Luger caliber handgun seems to be one of my cheapest options. Will this be enough ? In my mouth, aimed at the soft palate? I don't know too much about guns, been learning solely for the purpose of ctb so things are still confusing for me
 
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L'absent

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I tried a pump shotgun at the range. It's a bomb. In my opinion, if I put it in my mouth my brain will explode 10 meters away from me. But according to many here in the forum nothing works and you can remain disabled and blah blah blah... So I don't know what to tell you. I am convinced that the right weapon exists, but perhaps many people don't want to expose themselves.
 
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tbh2023

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I tried a pump shotgun at the range. It's a bomb. In my opinion, if I put it in my mouth my brain will explode 10 meters away from me. But according to many here in the forum nothing works and you can remain disabled and blah blah blah... So I don't know what to tell you. I am convinced that the right weapon exists, but perhaps many people don't want to expose themselves.
You noticed that right? @Marco77 . The only thing they approved with is SN lol 😂… and yes you can never go wrong with shotgun.
 
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L'absent

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You noticed that right? @Marco77 . The only thing they approved with is SN lol 😂… and yes you can never go wrong with shotgun.
Furthermore, in official statistics the rifle is lethal in 99% of cases and the pistol (always in the lead) in 97% of cases. Why try anything else? 🤭


Which then with SN is a horrible death, with tachycardia, vomiting and suffocation. You probably turn blue.😔😱
 
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tbh2023

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Furthermore, in official statistics the rifle is lethal in 99% of cases and the pistol (always in the lead) in 97% of cases. Why try anything else? 🤭


Which then with SN is a horrible death, with tachycardia, vomiting and suffocation. You probably turn blue.😔😱
You will turn blue and black for sure. My friend died by SN and his sister told me they had to call aftermath company to cleanup his room. I'm glad he's at peace who gives a fuck about aftermath.. want to use anything to die I bought a gun I know it will kill me but I don't know how to shoot yet. Sn is easier for me as a female. I'm still thinking about which one to go with. I'm just not living anymore. I don't feel life in me. That's how I know it's time for me to go
 
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cloudyskye

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Nov 11, 2024
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A few things.
One, I was involuntarily hospitalized but promptly switched it over to a voluntary hospitalisation. I never had to go to court or anything, but I'm not sure if this will show up on my background check when I try to buy a gun. If anyone could provide clarification on that it would be helpful. Specifically I am trying to get a gun in Oregon, where you don't need a license but just need to pass a a background check.
Second, I'm looking at cheap guns. I'm nineteen (although have been dealing with mental illness nearly my entire life and have been in and out of hospitalizations constantly for over six years, with it continually ruining my life and it never getting better. 13 psychiatrists, over 22 therapists, every type of therapy and med you could imagine) a 9mm Luger caliber handgun seems to be one of my cheapest options. Will this be enough ? In my mouth, aimed at the soft palate? I don't know too much about guns, been learning solely for the purpose of ctb so things are still confusing for me
You cannot legally buy a handgun in the U.S. at 19. You have to be 21.
 
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littleraccoon3

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Nov 20, 2024
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I tried a pump shotgun at the range. It's a bomb. In my opinion, if I put it in my mouth my brain will explode 10 meters away from me. But according to many here in the forum nothing works and you can remain disabled and blah blah blah... So I don't know what to tell you. I am convinced that the right weapon exists, but perhaps many people don't want to expose themselves.
You really wrote what was on my mind, no matter what you say, they are talking about possibilities, a shotgun can completely shatter a person's head. How can you survive if you don't have a head? Don't go crazy. Some of the comments are really ridiculous, I would like to show a few videos, but I don't want to violate the site rules. But I get really angry at these people.
 
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lostagain5667

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Nov 22, 2024
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You cannot legally buy a handgun in the U.S. at 19. You have to be 21.
Rifles and shotguns can be purchased at 18, and handguns from unlicensed sellers at 18 as well
 
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cloudyskye

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Nov 11, 2024
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Rifles and shotguns can be purchased at 18, and handguns from unlicensed sellers at 18 as well
Jesus christ yes that's true but thats not what you asked. You said gun youre title says 9mm luger and you asked about background checks. If you're going through an illegal seller they're not going to do a background check anyway. If you're getting a long gun it depends on your state if they do background checks. They're not required by fed.
 
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exhumed101

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Nov 25, 2024
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A few things.
One, I was involuntarily hospitalized but promptly switched it over to a voluntary hospitalisation. I never had to go to court or anything, but I'm not sure if this will show up on my background check when I try to buy a gun. If anyone could provide clarification on that it would be helpful. Specifically I am trying to get a gun in Oregon, where you don't need a license but just need to pass a a background check.
Second, I'm looking at cheap guns. I'm nineteen (although have been dealing with mental illness nearly my entire life and have been in and out of hospitalizations constantly for over six years, with it continually ruining my life and it never getting better. 13 psychiatrists, over 22 therapists, every type of therapy and med you could imagine) a 9mm Luger caliber handgun seems to be one of my cheapest options. Will this be enough ? In my mouth, aimed at the soft palate? I don't know too much about guns, been learning solely for the purpose of ctb so things are still confusing for me
That's a great choice for a gun
 
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J&L383

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You will turn blue and black for sure. My friend died by SN and his sister told me they had to call aftermath company to cleanup his room. I'm glad he's at peace who gives a fuck about aftermath.. want to use anything to die I bought a gun I know it will kill me but I don't know how to shoot yet. Sn is easier for me as a female. I'm still thinking about which one to go with. I'm just not living anymore. I don't feel life in me. That's how I know it's time for me to go
Guns are more popular with men in the US, and very effective (I personally know of two instances - one male one female), but SN will do the job as well. (As for "cleanup" I have a friend who had to clean up a mess when his renter shot himself on the bed in a rental house. He could have called hazmat but wasn't required to (a couple thousand dollars) so he just wrapped the bloody mattress up in duct tape and took it to the dump. Likely illegal but blood and guts gets spilled into the environment every day from slaughter houses, seems no different).
 
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tbh2023

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Nov 4, 2024
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Guns are more popular with men in the US, and very effective (I personally know of two instances - one male one female), but SN will do the job as well. (As for "cleanup" I have a friend who had to clean up a mess when his renter shot himself on the bed in a rental house. He could have called hazmat but wasn't required to (a couple thousand dollars) so he just wrapped the bloody mattress up in duct tape and took it to the dump. Likely illegal but blood and guts gets spilled into the environment every day from slaughter houses, seems no different).
I agree with you. Leaving this earth is not easy. In fact our neighbour just committed. I see the corner and the police all over the street.. he overdosed but we don't know yet what exactly he took. His gf acting as if she didn't give a fuck.. sad😢
 
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Green_leaf

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Nov 5, 2022
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13 psychiatrists, over 22 therapists, every type of therapy and med you could imagine) a 9mm Luger caliber handgun seems to be one of my cheapest options.
Wish I could go to therapy with that "9mm Luger".
 
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itriedinthislife2

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Jan 3, 2025
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I tried a pump shotgun at the range. It's a bomb. In my opinion, if I put it in my mouth my brain will explode 10 meters away from me. But according to many here in the forum nothing works and you can remain disabled and blah blah blah... So I don't know what to tell you. I am convinced that the right weapon exists, but perhaps many people don't want to expose themselves.
hahahahaha
Wish I could go to therapy with that "9mm Luger".
lololol
 
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longtime_lurker_123

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Sep 6, 2024
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It's crazy how firearms are so common in your country feels like a rare treasure where I am. So jealous!

good luck folks.
 
needthebus

needthebus

Voted SaSu™ Member Most Likely to Succeed
Apr 29, 2024
773
97 percent chance with a hand gun is what was said in this thread?

that's around a 1/20 chance it doesn't work

and what happens for those people?

brain damaged, unable to move easily, needing 24/7 care, struggling to think and put together words, and unable to end things because in the 24/7 care environment someone is being paid to make sure they stay alive because jesus is sad when people who are suffering die

i don't know, the odds are low of it not working, but when it doesn't work, it leaves people in actual hell on earth scenarios in which they are trapped.

it's a choice and seems too risky to me to be worth doing, but everyone will have their own opinion.
 
danny10

danny10

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Jan 8, 2025
263
I wanna partner up with someone who owns a gun. Handguns would be my number 1 method. SN would be 2nd in line.
 

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