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[JadedSun]

My name is Avital, I am 27 years old, female and an Israeli Police Officer in Haifa. I am a veteran of the Israeli Defense Forces, I was a medic for three years, and saw combat. I have severe PTSD from the combat, and as Israel is well, Israel, the PTSD is growing from Police work.

I've wanted to "catch my bus" now for awhile but it seems as if death avoids me. I've tried everything from "n", argon, hanging, drowning, and even got shot in the chest and still survived. I even traveled to the USA to get Yew leaves.

Help, if I don't go soon I will freak out.

Avit Coh

 

[worldexploder]

Someone with a totally different name came in here claiming the same thing about a week ago. Are you the same person under another name?

 

[JadedSun]

Someone with a totally different name came in here claiming the same thing about a week ago. Are you the same person under another name?

No, she was my patrol partner and referred me to this site. We struggle with the same things

 

[Chinaski]

Someone with a totally different name came in here claiming the same thing about a week ago. Are you the same person under another name?

These lsraeli rozzers sure do have it rough.

 

[JadedSun]

These lsraeli rozzers sure do have it rough.

It normally isn't terrible, but with the amount of rocket and terrorist attacks in the past week its getting worse. Minus those, being stationed in a tourist city could be worse. Its mainly the PTSD that hurts

 

[Shewaitsforme]

No, she was my patrol partner and referred me to this site. We struggle with the same things

But shes been banned??? Also noticed she registered as Male???

 

[JadedSun]

But shes been banned??? Also noticed she registered as Male???

Notice how I said "was" my patrol partner... I am definitely a female so

 

[Threads]

Is that you in your avatar?

 

[TAW122]

Welcome JadedSun and sorry to hear about all the troubles of not being able to exit peacefully. Hopefully we might be able to give you advice on the methods and that you will be able to come to decision on the method of your choice.

 

[JadedSun]

Is that you in your avatar?

Its me and my patrol partner.

 

[JadedSun]

Welcome JadedSun and sorry to hear about all the troubles of not being able to exit peacefully. Hopefully we might be able to give you advice on the methods and that you will be able to come to decision on the method of your choice.

Any ideas?

 

[OkTotti]

The other Israeli soldier named herself as Kayla, maybe she accidentally marked herself as 'male'. Did your partner CTB? You refer to her as past tense.

 

[JadedSun]

The other Israeli soldier named herself as Kayla, maybe she accidentally marked herself as 'male'. Did your partner CTB? You refer to her as past tense.

No, shes still very much alive.

 

[Dead_Inside]

Any ideas?

Well .... you have a gun. It's all I am planning for, so maybe you could have an "accident"?

 

[JadedSun]

Well .... you have a gun. It's all I am planning for, so maybe you could have an "accident"?

I have combat PTSD, why would I want to shoot myself?

 

[OkTotti]

How come N didn't work for you? There are other methods on here like partial hanging or SN....

 

[JadedSun]

How come N didn't work for you? There are other methods on here like partial hanging or SN....

I used too little

 

[OkTotti]

This might help.. it's long but very detailed. Page 214

https://www.scribd.com/document/355018049/Five-Last-Acts-The-Exit-Path-2015