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shadyjdz

Member
Feb 12, 2026
6
I came here because I've done everything I can think of to improve my health and I've not been able feel well.
I was a VoIP engineer for a very large fortune 500 company... and then I found crypto which lured me to quit my job and start researching the technology and its applications in relation to a potential startup.


But I had my thyroid removed around the time I started this new enterprise and I quickly became chronically hypothyroid. Eventually I developed Cushing's syndrome, it was treated and I "recovered." That is to say... there is no recovery for the cohort of Cushing's survivors that become plagued with autoimmune issues. Mast Cell Activation Syndrome... I tried EVERYTHING.

Fasting, One Meal a Day (OMAD), Carnivore diet, Every supplement you can think of, exercise, medications

The only thing that helped me want to live life was modafinil, ritalin and vyvanse. When I took those drugs I could read, I could write, I could think, I could solve problems. Without those drugs I couldn't do anything. I was already on Forfivo, the authorized generic of Wellbutrin XL

So I was exercising and being very careful and trying my best to recover. If I had to hold a job I would have gotten fired because I had so few days where I wasn't plagued with brain fog, memory issues, cognitive decline, confusion.

I also was STILL chronically hypothyroid. WTF... I was taking Tirosint-sol and liothyronine and still I couldn't get my TSH into range and I felt hypothyroid ALL THE TIME.

But this is what I did. For the auto immune issues I took:
Low dose naltrexone (LDN) at nighttime
Quercetin Phytosome
Nettle Leaf
PEA Palmitoylethanolamide
Ketone-IQ to assist with one meal a day. It enables you to skip meals. It gets you into ketosis, and it's cheaper than food.

For the chronic hypothyroidism I switched from morning dosing to bedtime dosing.
And for a while:
1. I wasn't hypothyroid
2. I wasn't constantly having a MCAS flare
3. I was getting work done

But life doesn't stop its merciless onslaught and no honest effort goes unpunished.
I had mold and it triggered insane MCAS flares for which there was no escape. My landlord had literally no clue how to kill it and everything she tried failed. I didn't have the strength to move. I had to move into a hotel.
Eventually I killed the mold (sporicidin and vital oxide although you really only need vital oxide)
But after 6 weeks of hell I started to have stomach issues. You can't take ketone IQ 2x daily every day for a year and not have some trouble.
And then more issues, and more issues, and more issues
An inescapable onslaught

And then I said, "I'm done... I don't want to do this anymore. I want out. I want off the ride. I want this to end. I will never be free from this hell ever again."

I tried everything. I really did my best to make a good effort. My reward? More hardship.

And now I'm here... and there's no search functionality for this site and to be honest I've gotta say it's really getting under my skin. I already feel like leaving because I'm told:
"hey don't waste people's time asking the same thing over and over again, use the search function idiot!"
And I'm like.... what?
Pulp Fiction – Confused Travolta meme
 
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bakenohana

bakenohana

New Member
Feb 12, 2026
2
won't say much for now but you can call me zai im 18 yo guy i have ASD and i plan to ctb anytime within the next few years (i would just do it now however i have a few things i would like to do before i ctb). I'm a bit nervous about openly expressing myself and especially to such a large number of people but i hope soon I'll feel comfortable enough to do that. as for interests im not really sure, the only thing i can confidently say im interested in is a rhythm game (colorful stage/project sekai. I've seen a few profiles featuring characters, maybe some people on here even recognise the game lmao). i dont mind chatting but i cant guarantee I'll respond or engage for too long, I'm in the UK incase anyone wanted to know. If i ever had any chance of living a full life gender dysphoria and all my history with social services took that away from me long ago. I'm glad places like this exist and the image the media portrays of you all is honestly sad to see
 
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NameOfAction

NameOfAction

Do as I say, not as I do
Feb 12, 2026
3
21, currently esciping reality via obsessing with all things Hamlet, og text included. Memorised "To be or not to be", memorising ACT II SCENE 2 (love)

Idk, I came here to meet people. Surely I'm not the only one thinking "I've nothing to lose now, might as well have fun". Idk, lets all meet up and ovethrow the govenmet or smt (jk, mostly).

All Miserable Sods, come hither, let us be merry in our dying moments

PM me all times of day or night, I've nothing better to do that reply
 
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