Venting interstitial cystitis has ruined my life

[quintessence]

for those that dont know IC is a medical condition that actually fucking made by the fucking devil himself that makes you feel constant bladder pain and urgency to urinate. even if you use the bathroom the feeling of urgency comes back nearly instantly. ive had symptoms for nearly a year now with no signs of getting better
most doctors wont take me seriously because im male and its a condition which mostly affects females
ive taken around 3 different medications for it with no effect for any
it causes so much discomfort i cant play guitar anymore which is one of the only things i ever enjoyed doing
i cant lift weights anymore because of the discomfort caused by putting any amount of pressure on my body
i cant even fucking play video games anymore because the frequency is so bad theres no way for me to ever really get into it
i cant sleep well
i cant be honest with anyone about it because they inevitably make fun of me or assume im incontinent which im not but nobody fucking cares anyways
i cant even fucking take a full deep breath anymore because my abdomen filling with air puts so much pressure on my bladder its unbearable
i maybe have ONE day every month where its bearable

and this was all caused because I was carelessly put on adhd medication when i was younger because god fucking forbid your child is a NORMAL child and DOESNT like having to sit in a school desk for 6 fucking hours a day, they MUST have adhd and need to be pumped full of whats basically methamphetamine
theres no cure for IC too, if im going to have to live this way for the rest of my life why live at all?

 

[FuneralCry]

That really sounds so horrible and torturous, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this extreme pain in existing, I wish you the best, I'm sorry you have to suffer so unbearably.

 

[Ashu]

That is so awful. Fuck those pushers, especially when they're pushing their anti-human poisons on kids.