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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,881
Tjis head voice befr injury damage v actv no stop make idea make any. Now all lose slnt smrm v weak no able think no able any all lose ,lose self lose ablty lose brain, v awful lif no want stay, this voice v imprtnt now go . Wat do not know vege stck awfuul life wat do. Voice v imprtnt talent sci etc all lose ,awful life awful unvrs
 
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nosoul

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Apr 1, 2023
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I'm sorry your going through this I'm also losing my brain, really, when it tries to shut off I get a panic attack from hell, this is the worst fate to suffer this badly
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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I don't have an internal monologue either, I also have aphantasia (can't see images with my minds eye) do you experience that too?
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,881
I don't have an internal monologue either, I also have aphantasia (can't see images with my minds eye) do you experience that too?
Vry cmplct but no have aphantasia, can do imgn but prblm diff not know expln how
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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Tjis head voice befr injury damage v actv no stop make idea make any. Now all lose slnt smrm v weak no able think no able any all lose ,lose self lose ablty lose brain, v awful lif no want stay, this voice v imprtnt now go . Wat do not know vege stck awfuul life wat do. Voice v imprtnt talent sci etc all lose ,awful life awful unvrs
That sounds horrible and nightmarish I feel so sorry for you. It is probably very scary to experience such a process.
 
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