12_Years_Late
“May it please you.” — Ben Pollack
- Jun 19, 2023
- 200
This past summer has been very stressful, and so psychologically shocking that it has taken a hard toll on my internal body, more specifically, my brain.
After almost having died four months ago, my brain function is much weaker now than it was back then. Names, places and even everyday words are fading from memory. My short-term memory is completely gone and I can't remember anything that I did recently.
Have zero ability to focus on anything, and unable to do as much as I used to just a few months earlier. My brain is shutting down and this is just the start. It is likely going to accelerate even further throughout the end of the year.
Currently, I am completely unable to function regularly, and it is next to impossible for me to do tasks on my own. I'm not currently employed because I wouldn't be able to focus on that job. Worse still, I tend to stay up late at night at least three nights a week.
I don't think my internal body is going to be able to function for much longer. It cannot take on life, and it is going to become weaker over the next few months. It can't be stopped, and even if it could be, I wouldn't be able to reverse the damage that has already been done.
I'll probably have a spontaneous or psychogenic death sometime soon. This is too hard.
After almost having died four months ago, my brain function is much weaker now than it was back then. Names, places and even everyday words are fading from memory. My short-term memory is completely gone and I can't remember anything that I did recently.
Have zero ability to focus on anything, and unable to do as much as I used to just a few months earlier. My brain is shutting down and this is just the start. It is likely going to accelerate even further throughout the end of the year.
Currently, I am completely unable to function regularly, and it is next to impossible for me to do tasks on my own. I'm not currently employed because I wouldn't be able to focus on that job. Worse still, I tend to stay up late at night at least three nights a week.
I don't think my internal body is going to be able to function for much longer. It cannot take on life, and it is going to become weaker over the next few months. It can't be stopped, and even if it could be, I wouldn't be able to reverse the damage that has already been done.
I'll probably have a spontaneous or psychogenic death sometime soon. This is too hard.
