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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
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So my schizophrenia seems to be taking a weird turn in the form of intense imagery.

Laying in my bed.

I could see my entire room bubble and ripple like it was breathing, all these colors and spirals appeared. I hear a voice say things to me in an unintelligible language.

The room takes on a black void with purple tesseracts exploding all over the wall. My eyes melt into the hallucinations, lights in my periphery become sharp and rippled at their edges. I see deep lines resembling a circuit board, go on forever in this void which is changing colors now.

Eventually i reach what looks like inside of a gas giant, swirling clouds of yellow and pink, i see in the distance a white overbright figure sitting giant on a pyramid, its eyes are large and pure yellow orbs.

It ends like that and i snap back to reality feeling a tad paranoid.

This is just schizophrenia man damn..
 
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alonely

alonely

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I'm always excited to read about what your schizophrenia has dreamed up lately, thanks for sharing.

Some of what you described here reminds me of the visuals of psilocybin.
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

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Apr 30, 2023
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I'm always excited to read about what your schizophrenia has dreamed up lately, thanks for sharing.

Some of what you described here reminds me of the visuals of psilocybin.
Thanks, yea my thoughts exactly, not sure if there's any connection there, ill google it later lol 😆
 
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psp3000

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reminds me of Kurt Vonnegut for some reason
 

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