Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
- 794
And I become a robot.
Repeated desire to escape and repeated unhappiness at not having escaped and still being bound to some kind of weird still functioning lifestyle makes the hatred and anger reach a kind of extreme level in my mind.
But it is nowhere enough to kill myself so I end up swallowing it.
The more my brain clings to survival instinct the more I start to experience severe agony.
Repeated desire to escape and repeated unhappiness at not having escaped and still being bound to some kind of weird still functioning lifestyle makes the hatred and anger reach a kind of extreme level in my mind.
But it is nowhere enough to kill myself so I end up swallowing it.
The more my brain clings to survival instinct the more I start to experience severe agony.