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wishicouldctb
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- Apr 15, 2024
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I have been thinking about suicide for almost as long as I can remember. Lately my life has gotten to a point where it feels like my only option. The methods I thought about always used to be hanging and slitting my wrists that I thought of and one of the things that always stopped me was the pain. I am a type one diabetic and have access to insulin. I was diagnosed at three so I don't know why I didn't think of this method earlier, but now that I did I'm wondering if anyone knows anything about whether or not it would be a terrible way to die. I have dealt with low blood sugar but the lowest I have been is in the 40s so I don't know if getting a low enough blood sugar to die would be different than just a regular low (which isn't bad different diabetics have different symptoms but I just feel shaky and tired). I'm just scared being low enough to die will come with something crazy like seizures or something. I want the least pain and suffering as possible. I would ideally love to just go to sleep and not wake up which I'm hoping an insulin overdose would do but I'm not sure. If anyone has any thoughts or knowledge about what this method would be like it would be great. Thanks!