Help Instability

[drmihilo]

Has anyone encountered this? What could it be?

I have something going on with my personality.... Emotional instability, hyper fixation on thoughts and ideas (often not very positive). I want to die, but I'm afraid. Want to live, but afraid. Always on the lookout for things. Bloody boredom.

That's what I can describe in words. But what I really feel is very abstract, and I don't know how to describe it objectively.

 

[StolenLife]

Sounds like anxiety. Personally some meds helped me with it, Zoloft to be precise. Can you talk about it with a professional maybe? I wish you peace in whatever you decide.