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Ravel

Ravel

tired
Dec 13, 2021
141
Every night is the same. I can't sleep even though I'm taking sleeping pills. I've been trying to meditate, yoga, running Is this some kind of curse? I've been suffering from this insomnia since I was 14. what a miserable life
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,512
That does sound really awful. None of us should ever have to suffer like that. I think that it's horrible how our bodies are capable of torturing us so much. I'm sorry that you have to deal with such bad insomnia, I hope that in whatever happens you find some relief.
 
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Sick&TiredURGH

Sick&TiredURGH

Member
Aug 8, 2022
80
What sleep meds are you on?
Do you get exposure to light esp in the early morning and the late afternoon (helps regulate the production of melatonin)
Is your sleep space an area separate to your living breathing working space?
My insomnia was hell when I was in one room and had a noisy upstairs neighbor but I managed to block him out with an air purifier.
Now in a place where my living space is segregated from my sleeping area, I take amitriptyline every night but vary the dose and take something alongside it but vary that too.
I also just accept that some nights I won't sleep and normally the next night is better for me.
I also have Zopiclone to use as a back up but that's a three bad nights in a row scenario rather than a regular thing.
Also I have coffee prior to nine am, if I wake up early two or three cups, if normal waking time then one cup but never ever ever after nine am.
Insomnia is the pits as a fellow sufferer since I was a teen...
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,485
Have you been medically evaluated thoroughly ?.
my mind is often in overdrive with worry and anxiety. I used to he thinking about tomorrow at 3 am.
 
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veryhappyhuman

veryhappyhuman

Specialist
Aug 25, 2021
340
zolpidem
yes
Idk how Z-drugs work for people. They've never worked for me in past for insomnia. I got prescribed both Zolpidem and Eszopiclone/Lunesta and all I got was terrible hallucinations, not sleep. My doc switched me to benzos and it had an immediate effect. Maybe check with your doc, it'd work in your case too.

Also switch on the blue light filter in your electronic devices. This thing makes a huge difference esp. if you, like me, browse etc late into the night.
 
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Ravel

Ravel

tired
Dec 13, 2021
141
Idk how Z-drugs work for people. They've never worked for me in past for insomnia. I got prescribed both Zolpidem and Eszopiclone/Lunesta and all I got was terrible hallucinations, not sleep. My doc switched me to benzos and it had an immediate effect. Maybe check with your doc, it'd work in your case too.

Also switch on the blue light filter in your electronic devices. This thing makes a huge difference esp. if you, like me, browse etc late into the night.
I'm trying to get rid of my addiction to bezos. They just made me really relaxed but I couldn't sleep. I i even tried homeopathy but it didn't work
 
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Sick of it all

It's only a matter of time and I'm running out
Aug 17, 2022
214
I recently developed insomnia and I feel for you. It's bad enough that I have all these CTB feelings but now I can't get relief from sleep, it now just adds to my anxiety and stress. It's a vicious circle. I have an appointment with my sleep doc in a couple of weeks and hopefully I can get some pills as OTC ones don't really work.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,824
Every night is the same. I can't sleep even though I'm taking sleeping pills. I've been trying to meditate, yoga, running Is this some kind of curse? I've been suffering from this insomnia since I was 14. what a miserable life
Famous people also suffered from insomnia--The actor Robert Mitchum was plagued with it his whole life
 
DisillusionedDragon

DisillusionedDragon

Pessimist/Antinatalist
Nov 25, 2020
172
I'm currently going through a phase of insomnia as well, you have my full sympathy. I can't imagine suffering from this for such extended periods of time, I'm so sorry you have to go through that. I hope you can find something that helps.
 
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MyChoiceToLeave

MyChoiceToLeave

Psychiatry Destroyed My Life
Jul 4, 2020
69
Insomnia is one of main reasons I'm here. My insomnia is due to brain damage from psychiatric medications. However, it is likely that if there is a solution, it will be a psychiatric drug.
 
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madiroze

Member
Feb 5, 2022
89
Have you tried Melatonin? It is the only thing that knocks me out otherwise I sleep 1-2 hours a night. But in my case I have been taking it for over 3 years and have developed a high tolerance for it. I started on 5 mg and am now on 40 mg which is 8x the recommended amount and even that does little for me unless I am exhausted from no sleep the previous night.

Is there any respite from the hell of being alive, can't even sleep properly for a few hours to forget I exist. FML.
 
insomni_yak001

insomni_yak001

Member
Mar 31, 2022
36
Insomnia is one of main reasons I'm here. My insomnia is due to brain damage from psychiatric medications. However, it is likely that if there is a solution, it will be a psychiatric drug.
wait omg me too
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,644
Did you try weed for sleep? I learned yesterday that Marilyn Monroe had insomnia but she had barbituate access back in the day
 
Littlewittlelight

Littlewittlelight

Specialist
Sep 3, 2022
347
Did you try weed for sleep? I learned yesterday that Marilyn Monroe had insomnia but she had barbituate access back in the day
And she also used it for cbt and it's no wonder so many people have insomnia op may even be having a harder time than her but yeah we won't get the meds we deserve. Hope you could find some relief op and something to help you sleep.
 
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Helmetrash

Member
Sep 1, 2022
58
Insomnia is one of main reasons I'm here. My insomnia is due to brain damage from psychiatric medications. However, it is likely that if there is a solution, it will be a psychiatric drug.

What medication caused it??
 

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