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failureofahuman

failureofahuman

Born failure, live failure, die failure
Nov 1, 2024
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It's 1 in the morning and I can't fall asleep because I'm thinking "I want to die" over and over again
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
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Same, except it's 2 am here.
 
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Jadeith

Wizard
Jan 14, 2025
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Unfortunate side effect of brain not shutting up. Constant chatter about what should i've done, what i shouldn't have done, how i should've reacted, how i actually did and how much i've fucked up by doing so.

And it can keep me awake up to 3 or 4 AM
 
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danny10

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Jan 8, 2025
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Insomnia is the true devil that caused all my problems. I first developed insomnia in September 2023, couldn't sleep for 2-3 days, then would crash and sleep for half an hour. Because of the insomnia, I developed panic attacks, hallucinations, severe depression and suicidal thoughts. Since then, I was prescribed Amitriptyline, I take 150 mgs and I sleep better than ever. Didn't cure my depression and suicidal ideation unfortunately.
 
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