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I don't want anything about SN to leak, is it possible to ingest lidocaine before passing out and leaving a bottle of labeled concentrated lidocaine next to me so as to cover up the SN during the investigation? Will an investigation as for cause of death even happen if lidocaine is found next to me and in my body? Lidocaine and SN both have the same effect on blood — Formation of MetHb. Thanks!
 
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Worndown

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Unlikely. Thay would do bloodwork to verify the dose. If you are dead, controlling what happens after is really not possible. Leaving a good note would be better. Tell them why.
 
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DepressedChemMajor

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Leaving a good note would be better. Tell them why.
They know I'm suicidal, they'll know it was suicide. However I do not want them to know that I used SN, as I do not want to contribute to SN ban and anything that steals people's rights.
My sister is in forensics, however my relationships have come to the point where I can't even talk with my own siblings that once meant so much to me haha
 
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They will check. No way to hide it.
 
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DepressedChemMajor

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They will check. No way to hide it.
Oh, I see. I'll still take my chances and ingest lidocaine too I think. Thank you for your time :)
 
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