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The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
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Regular... I don't do sugar free.Sugar free or regular?
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Regular... I don't do sugar free.Sugar free or regular?
Well, since I am 51 and have never had friends.... I can have two best friends. Making up for lost time!Regular... I don't do sugar free.
Well, since I am 51 and have never had friends.... I can have two best friends. Making up for lost time!
Take your time... I'm not going anywhere today ;)I'll have to consider this request...
Will you be handing out candy laced with fentynal?
Well, since I am 51 and have never had friends....
Well, since I am 51 and have never had friends.... I can have two best friends. Making up for lost time!
Happy 50th Birthday for last week my friend ❤I know how you fell I turn fifty last week. I didn't get a single card or any recognition from anyone.
even when it isnt the holidays, whenever im isolated and secluded, or in all just alone; i start to feel extremely shitty, then come the thoughts and me wanting to ctb. its wierd, i have to be around people, to feel just less alone; comfortable, sane and not feel insane. being alone just drives me crazy, even if its for literally a day. im probably the most depressed on like long weekends, or days where i have absolutely no plans. And it gets worse, when i dont have plans for days on end. sadly its like an ongoing battle with me, i know i get worse when im alone, but i still push everyone away to be alone.This may be just me, but during the holidays, my suicidal ideations increase a million times over. Being alone, and having no friends and family when society says this is family time.
I know my cycle of this happening, and it is happening earlier this year. The increased suicidal feelings are coming. I recently had a failed attempt (OD'd, was found by my super, hospitalized ICU then psych ward.)
Do any of you get worse holiday time? Do any of you plan to CTB before the holidays because you just don't want to live through them again?
If this does happen to you, and you do not want to CTB and stick around, what do you do to get through this?
I am coming off a suicide attempt. This is a very bad time of year with my ideations. I want to stick around. I have my cat Milo, and I want to live for him. However, those feelings get really strong around the holidays.....
Remember.... you always have us.:)even when it isnt the holidays, whenever im isolated and secluded, or in all just alone; i start to feel extremely shitty, then come the thoughts and me wanting to ctb. its wierd, i have to be around people, to feel just less alone; comfortable, sane and not feel insane. being alone just drives me crazy, even if its for literally a day. im probably the most depressed on like long weekends, or days where i have absolutely no plans. And it gets worse, when i dont have plans for days on end. sadly its like an ongoing battle with me, i know i get worse when im alone, but i still push everyone away to be alone.
Happy Birthday @andy69 !!!!!!I know how you fell I turn fifty last week. I didn't get a single card or any recognition from anyone.
This may be just me, but during the holidays, my suicidal ideations increase a million times over. Being alone, and having no friends and family when society says this is family time.
I know my cycle of this happening, and it is happening earlier this year. The increased suicidal feelings are coming. I recently had a failed attempt (OD'd, was found by my super, hospitalized ICU then psych ward.)
Do any of you get worse holiday time? Do any of you plan to CTB before the holidays because you just don't want to live through them again?
If this does happen to you, and you do not want to CTB and stick around, what do you do to get through this?
I am coming off a suicide attempt. This is a very bad time of year with my ideations. I want to stick around. I have my cat Milo, and I want to live for him. However, those feelings get really strong around the holidays.....
Halloween is usually a big one for me where my outlook starts to dip more (am I imagining that it's getting as money based as Christmas? I used to love it cuz it's like, the anti Christmas, no family if you don't want, just candy and dumb movies!) but the whole tiny-family-no-friends-super-drained bit definitely sucks the fun out of November and December.