wristcutangel
What value is there to a life that wants to end?
- Jul 5, 2023
- 165
i can't keep doing this. no matter how much i try, it never gets better and nobody ever acknowledges my efforts. why does nobody ever help me? if it's so bad to want to die then why does nobody want to help me live? everyone seems to be able to replace me so easily, i try so hard to please people yet nothing works. nothing i do is ever enough for others, nothing others do is ever enough for me.
what's the point of living? i could just die right now and it likely wouldn't even matter anymore. did it even matter in the first place? i've wasted all chances to be happy, i'm too ill to make do without someone else helping me. the people that could've helped have long since left, and i feel like a complete and utter child. an immature and pathetic, inadequate child crying out for love it'll never receive.
what's the point of living? i could just die right now and it likely wouldn't even matter anymore. did it even matter in the first place? i've wasted all chances to be happy, i'm too ill to make do without someone else helping me. the people that could've helped have long since left, and i feel like a complete and utter child. an immature and pathetic, inadequate child crying out for love it'll never receive.
