Venting Inactive

[inhabitinglots]

Its really hard to be active here considering my circumstances.. I'm still suicidal but I went to the hospital for another failed attempt. Anyway all i can think about is that the people i originally met on here are probably dead and that's something I think about a lot. I hope theyre at rest wherever they are.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

This place can be difficult in many different aspects. The people you joined with are most likely recovered or moved on though. Only a small minority actually CTB from what I've seen. Hopefully that's some consolation, just enjoy the time you do have with someone and don't dwell too hard on their decisions.