I really hate how we exist in a world where we cannot just free ourselves from all the suffering in a straightforward way, sadly there's just no easy way to exit painlessly, to me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with. There's information about methods in the suicide resource compilation but like I said theres no easy way that is painless and reliable, it's the unfortunate consequence of existing in this awful world where there is a lack of acceptance towards the right to die.