Thank you for being there for him @SuicidalSymphonies .  You are a great friend.  I had limited dm's with him and I have to say that even tho I found him a bit abrasive, this one hurts.  He had the potential to become a wonderful creative regardless of his (chosen) communities' blacklisting.  I understand there were other mitigating circumstances which informed his final choice to ctb. 
 I do wish you peace, @CrushedHopes.  You will be missed.