Hi all, plan on taking my own life in as little as 2 1/2 years to 15 years or so. I see how family is struggling, and the little one will be the most affected by my suicide. So what I will do is take out a life insurance policy and wait two years for the suicide clause to expire. Then I will take my life and give millions of dollars to those who need it. I don't have serious depression or anxiety so I will be able to work a job to pay for this life insurance policy. I plan on giving a lot of it to the little one in the family as he is struggling the most to adapt to life. I will also give some of that life insurance money to causes I believe in. I want to give it to organizations that help children. Like organizations that help children read, or parents that want IVF to conceive a child. IDK just organization that help children as I know they are the future and we need to support them as much as possible if the human race is going to succeed.
You might ask why? why do this? Well because I want to help this world be better because of me. To leave it better than I found it, as they say. I also want to do it because my family could really use some financial support. I want to make a positive impact in this world. I am an optimistic by heart so this is a good way to show myself and the world that even in suicide positive things can come out of it. At some level I feel like I have been just a burden to others, and this will help right the wrongs that I have done, and I have done some fucked up shit in my life because I was in ignorance to the true nature of reality and truth. Now that I see very clearly what is going on I can use this as a very creative way of fixing the problems that I caused.
It's funny most people find some way to fame this that I am selfish. I post this on another forum and all they had to say is negative things. Well I got one word for them, fuck'em. I think their biased anyway what do they know about suicide? Anyway I hope some of you found that interesting at least.
You might ask why? why do this? Well because I want to help this world be better because of me. To leave it better than I found it, as they say. I also want to do it because my family could really use some financial support. I want to make a positive impact in this world. I am an optimistic by heart so this is a good way to show myself and the world that even in suicide positive things can come out of it. At some level I feel like I have been just a burden to others, and this will help right the wrongs that I have done, and I have done some fucked up shit in my life because I was in ignorance to the true nature of reality and truth. Now that I see very clearly what is going on I can use this as a very creative way of fixing the problems that I caused.
It's funny most people find some way to fame this that I am selfish. I post this on another forum and all they had to say is negative things. Well I got one word for them, fuck'em. I think their biased anyway what do they know about suicide? Anyway I hope some of you found that interesting at least.
